bassboy7

Last week was miserable. I had a cold pretty much all week, which may have been the end effect of a long memorable weekend. Man, having a cold in the summer time sucks so bad. Having a cold at all kinda sucks, but to me hot, shitty weather is horrible by itself. Add sleep deprivation and a seemingly endless supply of nose spit and throat...
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I never think to post blogs on here because I do all of mine through Myspace. Not that there is anything particularly cooler about Myspace. No hot Goth chicks, no pictorials, etc. Anyway, I'm back and plan to be more active. Send a message a say hello.

Jesus Christ.... its been a loooong time since I posted on here. Wow. So much has happened. Ok, I guess I will just start off with the stuff in my last posting. I'm no longer dating Bekah. She is an amazing girl, but I haven't seen her since December 31st, New Years Eve. We didn't have a fight... we didn't "break up", we just... didn't...
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Thanks to everyone for the Birthday wishes. Its been a pretty good week. Last weekend the band played in Montgomery at this club for two nights. I love when we do that cause we get to chill and relax instead of busting our ass to get to the next show. Anyway, I've never had any game with the ladies. Too sweet, too lovable, not fuckable....
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Last night I had another dream about Erin. Thats two in as many weeks. Perhaps there is something deeper going on here than I realize. A few weeks ago I mentioned having a dream about her, it upset me pretty bad because it was so real and vivid. The weekend after that I sent her a text message asking how she was doing. She replied...
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After trying to quit drinking for two whole weeks, I left work last night, bought a 1.75 liter bottle of vodka and premium orange juice, then went home and proceded to get fizzy fuzzy big and buzzy. The longest I've went without a drink in the last couple of weeks is two days. Its somewhat important that I stop because it suppossedly effects the medication...
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After trying to quit drinking for two whole weeks, I left work last night, bought a 1.75 liter bottle of vodka and premium orange juice, then went home and proceded to get fizzy fuzzy big and buzzy. The longest I've went without a drink in the last couple of weeks is two days. Its somewhat important that I stop because it suppossedly effects the medication...
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Finally, after two weeks I'm about over this damn cold. Being sick sucks man. When I was younger I rarely got sick, maybe once every year or two. Now it seems like a yearly thing. Its probably because of how wore down I stay now, what with the band and other stuff. Today I get to go pick up Harvey. Its been about a month...
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So I went to the doctor Monday and did the obligatory psychotic confessions and ended up with another appointment and a prescription for Zoloft (again). Its hard to say how I feel about being back on the medicine. Obviously it hasnt kicked in yet, that usually takes about three weeks. However, just knowing that Im going to be changing back into the whatever guy again...
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Last night I had another vivid dream about one of my exs. Ive been sick all week and fighting off this damn cold, so a 1/4 bottle of Nyquil has been sloshing around in my stomach at bedtime every night. Whenever I take Nyquil my dreams end up being so real they leave me fucked up for a few days. Usually its about one of...
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So.... big changes coming my way. The other day I decided it was time to go ahead and try to get my mental life back together, so I scheduled an appointment with my old therapist and I'm gonna hang out with him next week to see about getting back on the meds. Several years ago I finally broke down and went to get some help....
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God damn I'm tired. I haven't gotten in bed before midnight for weeks, but still... that usually doesn't affect me too much. Oh well, perhaps I got mono from a drinking fountain or some bullshit. So, it has crossed me mind that my journal entries are probably boring so I will try to quit telling you about what time I got in bed and share...
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