The ex-girlfriend called on Saturday. She informed me that she will be moving 1000 miles away and I'll probably never see her again. In two days. It has taken this information to finally make me realize what's happened. It hit me like a ton of bricks about 2 hours into my shift that night (because she came to say goodbye in person that night), and was asked to leave the casino floor until I could regain composure. I will never be with this woman again, and it fucking kills me inside.
genevieve:
i would type something attempting to be comforting but end up just being really cliche, so, yeah, that sucks. i hate that feeling. the one where everytime you think about it it turns your stomach and makes you highly uncomfortable...sorry you have to experience it....