bartlebee

Ugh my last exam went to crap, I won't be on much now probably only late nights as i'm moving home, I have no privacy
Anyway I'm holding my breath till the 2nd of July when my results are released, my parents say i should relax but I can't enjoy myself until I know whats going on with my course, I feel like I should punish myself for being such an idiot.
Best case scenario is I can go onto my second year while redoing a certain module, which is pretty unlikly, more likely I can a) redo the year which I'm not sure I could afford or stand (but I'd probaly accept it, or b) get kicked off (very likely)
Went to see the Doctor again, once again he was a complete jerk, obviously depression and constant anxiety do not require any other follow up (bastard).
I'm usually much happier lol but just not this time of the year cya