barny

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I can't do this.
I cant manage alone
if i get any worse my mom says she's drop everything and be here 200 miles later.

Kind offers are great but i really don't need any more distractions until this deadline is gone. week 2moro woo.

Also 2 hour lost finale 2moro .

i miss close friends so much. No1 has offered to make me a cuppa tea in tooo long and i miss that

i cant feed myself, i cant shop, i cook what i have and end up throwing it away, because i start feeling quesy.

im crying and shaking and I'm going to feel happier hopefully soon, but i'll be just like this next tiem i need to eat, next time i get stuck.

the kitty that went to play at www.torturegarden.com


THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUU for all your great comments
sorry for being crap at replying sometimes, each comment makes me smile

embarassing Bad catsuit pic 1 and embarassing pic 2

my photobucket has more embarassing and bad pics

Yesturday
my bar from my left cheek piercing FELL OUT
now as nice as it was to feel my cheek again without the bar and see what it would look like without, i COULD NOT get it back in myself.
so 5 later and it was back in! You'd think if the apprentice REALLY had a crush on me he would have given me a discount! some people are CRAP nowadays! show affection people!

incase you've ever wanted to see what a cheek piercing minus bar looks like -----

oooooooooooh

love and hugs to ya all

ps... i just tried to talk to my flatmate about the food thing, she just laughed and rolled her eyes "right...."

No1 seems to get how horrible it is to wana throw up everytime you eat, and how stressed its making me.