i left this place Saturday morning, I love it I really do. I love London and I love Wales.
How terrible messy and complicated life has been over this year, and yet how happy I still am.
They always say the first year away from home will be a big changing one. Its true, so many people start in relationships and finish in new ones or single. Unfortunately that is usually the case more with girls Im afraid. I guess they find confidence and fun they never had before. Realise the guy is restricting them a little, that they have more choices now and they can do it without them.
Guys however seem to well be more quiet and stick with it.
Ive done an awful lot since September, well since this time last year really. Ive worked fucking hard too. As expected I managed to feel more secure about my identity, somehow changing so much over the years, well its all new its nice to be settled for a while. Nice to see myself on video or in photos and not feel bad on any deep level.
I managed to meet up with an old friend whose been living in Bristol since he moved away, meet and get to know his friends. Hes introduced me to torture garden and the rubber ball. His friends in turn have helped corrupt me
Making me download Fashionistas.
I attended my first of many sguk meets. Met alot of good people, so many people have been especially nice to me and it's made me very happy. A few of the important ones are - Burning_In_Water, Creamygoodness, foralways, Almostfamous, Marianabanana, the big creepy creep creep La_Zorra and recently ive met the amazing Fenstarz. Theres so many special people on this site
(Im sure Im missing some out. if youve spoken to me on msn much, i can guarantee you've cheered me up at one time or another, and for that i am forever thankful 
So we start in Mid Wales
On the subject of the dead sheep
my mum says im like a duck to water, settle and feel comfortable wherever i am.
anyway along the way my mother remembers we're near the Boltons, and the church my parents were married in! 
and round the back
i think i need to go change my underwear now 
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campers, i love beetles toooo...
but campers just.. the weed/oil smell is so lush. the interiors .mmmmmmmmm
and no, its not a split screen... but hey ITS BLUE! and as we all know blue rocks atm i wana make babies in a blue van!
i was told this had to be a photowhore entry! *ahem*
embarrassment here haha i love playing with mirrors
my photobucket account for any fuckers wanting more
important question....
would you prefer to be with friends or strangers when you played
1) strip poker
2) strip twister?????
this is a stupidly long update so im leaving this open while i finish/edit change it 
