barny

i miss being held as a fall asleep.

I miss the fact, that when your in a relationship there is someone always there for you, inviting you to the party, waiting for you if your slow behind, passing you joints, making you drinks, your someone special to someone.

i miss regular sex i miss morning sex

i miss the most amazing feeling you get when someone kisses your face all over, and your shoulers all over...

i miss having someone to rely on, that i knew so wel, that knew me so well.

its just sad that my image of everything i miss cant be fixed. it doesnt exist anymore.

theres no1 that knows me to fall back on, gotta stand on my own two feet.


I'm not dealing with life atm, and im not dealing with the fact im not dealing at all.

i cant help feeling so so alone sometimes

I seem to add a different and very much needed dimension to a friends life, as he does to mine. i love the fact i can brighten his day sometimes. That i have to power to cheer him up. I wish i could be there for him everyday. yet i still feel a little pressure, that i make so much difference. Something i dont understand is how i see some of my friends, and they are so attractive, every part of them. yet why don't other people see it? why are some of them single, when girls should be fighting for their attention?