It has been quite a journey for me, finally deciding to be a Hopeful has taken me a long time.
I have never been comfortable with my style, my personality, my sexuality and my all around self.
Until I met my beautiful wife @OliviaBlack, who taught me that being comfortable in my skin, never conforming to societal standards, loving yourself, I was always the shy awkward girl. I grew up in Venezuela, a third world country, which was not easy. Being a gay female, you could never really show your true self. Always had to pretend to be someone else to stay safe.
I have been a professional Chef for almost a decade, one day I came home from my last restaurant job and I was miserable, Olivia saw it in my face, how sad and lost I felt. Feeling stuck in a rut.
She came up to me the next day and asked me if I wanted to be a cam girl with her, maybe it was something that I was interested in.
I gave it a try and I absolutely loved it. It was like a part of me had been liberated. I could finally breathe and show the world exactly who I am without repercussion.
I did for a month or two while still working in the kitchen. Olivia and I sat down and decided that the best decision we could make was for me to quit cooking and do camming full time. It was and has been the best decision I’ve made, besides marrying that crazy lady haha!
I am now a nude model, cam girl, producer, advocate.
I like to show the world that I am everything that they never thought they needed or wanted. Breaking all beauty standards… a perfect balance of feminine and masculine, a beautiful GenderFluid Queer!
Join me on this new adventure of becoming a Suicide Girl!
