To folks that have requested friendship in the past couple weeks, im sorry for not accepting yet. Its impossible to accept them on my phone, it wont work.
Its 1141 here in chicago, i took a long nap on my couch since 6 fell asleep watching my all time favorite goodfellas.
My week overall wasnt shabby, just busy at school. School is a fulltime job in a salon, im taking guests all day from 9 til 430. It is such a long week especially going to school at 830 to 5 on saturdays.
Friday i ended up staying at home, it is hard to go out when i have school so early. Saturday i went out with my girls from aveda for an early birthday to me. We were galavanting the streets of wicker slash bucktown...in the middle of north ave a dude got paddywagoned startin fights with everyone, and a drunk chick fell through a sign.
Sunday i went to friendship village, an old folks home, to visit my grandpa. I never thought anyone in my family would be in one, i feel such empathy to my grandpa for moving out of a house to a room with another guy living in it and all your space is a bed and an empty corkboard with no pictures. No privacy, alarms on everything, little alarms attached to ring when you stand, nothing is yours and if it is it belongs to them. Yeah hes in the best hospital with a bunch of chicagoland celeb old folks, but i refuse to ever wake up to walk down a living hall where everyone poops themselfs. I have such an invinsible spirit, i am young and gonna live forever. But the day when im done living, and all that is left is for me to zombie through life having a nurse clean my bedpan, chances are ill buy a fast car and run it off the road. in my mind, at that point ive lived it.
Live fast, die young.
As for the rest of sunday, christian and i hung out. Christian is a guy i had dated off and on over the last year. He is the guy i could marry if he wasnt the way he is. Personality wise, we are perfect. Smarts and common sense, we are not. He is 22, and has had alot of trouble getting his life straight, from 3 duis to being too crazy into partying. He is finally getting life together, rarley going out, being really family focused. He has told me i am the only one he wants to be with...that he has been giving me space and time and that he wants to be with me now. I am proud of him for begining to grow up, but i dont think i can date him. it makes me feel awful that he is trying to hook me with all the positive shit hes doing and i wont take the bait. I honestly dont want to date right now though, i am focused on finding balance and happiness in myself. I wouldnt mind a date, a nice guy to hang out with to watch movies and have lazy sundays. Id like to find comfort with a man again, since my ex luis was out of the picture i havent had it. Comfort is totally underdoged, when really it is everything. Everything to me at least.
The men will come and go, no need for my sleepyhead to worry.
I hope everyone has a great week, i start back at school tomorrow.
13 days until my 19th birthday
12 days until my sg set goes live
Its 1141 here in chicago, i took a long nap on my couch since 6 fell asleep watching my all time favorite goodfellas.
My week overall wasnt shabby, just busy at school. School is a fulltime job in a salon, im taking guests all day from 9 til 430. It is such a long week especially going to school at 830 to 5 on saturdays.
Friday i ended up staying at home, it is hard to go out when i have school so early. Saturday i went out with my girls from aveda for an early birthday to me. We were galavanting the streets of wicker slash bucktown...in the middle of north ave a dude got paddywagoned startin fights with everyone, and a drunk chick fell through a sign.
Sunday i went to friendship village, an old folks home, to visit my grandpa. I never thought anyone in my family would be in one, i feel such empathy to my grandpa for moving out of a house to a room with another guy living in it and all your space is a bed and an empty corkboard with no pictures. No privacy, alarms on everything, little alarms attached to ring when you stand, nothing is yours and if it is it belongs to them. Yeah hes in the best hospital with a bunch of chicagoland celeb old folks, but i refuse to ever wake up to walk down a living hall where everyone poops themselfs. I have such an invinsible spirit, i am young and gonna live forever. But the day when im done living, and all that is left is for me to zombie through life having a nurse clean my bedpan, chances are ill buy a fast car and run it off the road. in my mind, at that point ive lived it.
Live fast, die young.
As for the rest of sunday, christian and i hung out. Christian is a guy i had dated off and on over the last year. He is the guy i could marry if he wasnt the way he is. Personality wise, we are perfect. Smarts and common sense, we are not. He is 22, and has had alot of trouble getting his life straight, from 3 duis to being too crazy into partying. He is finally getting life together, rarley going out, being really family focused. He has told me i am the only one he wants to be with...that he has been giving me space and time and that he wants to be with me now. I am proud of him for begining to grow up, but i dont think i can date him. it makes me feel awful that he is trying to hook me with all the positive shit hes doing and i wont take the bait. I honestly dont want to date right now though, i am focused on finding balance and happiness in myself. I wouldnt mind a date, a nice guy to hang out with to watch movies and have lazy sundays. Id like to find comfort with a man again, since my ex luis was out of the picture i havent had it. Comfort is totally underdoged, when really it is everything. Everything to me at least.
The men will come and go, no need for my sleepyhead to worry.
I hope everyone has a great week, i start back at school tomorrow.
13 days until my 19th birthday
12 days until my sg set goes live