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Happy Holidays all!

I don't know how much longer I will gracing the journal pages of this site but thought I would send warm wishes for a great holiday season and of course a spectacular New Year!

2005 presented many obstacles for me to overcome and I can safely say that I conquered most of them.

I have met many interesting people this year and...
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Please don't think I am neglecting all you wonderful people out there. So much is happening in my life right now that my little hands can not seem to juggle it all.

Constantly we are presented with new challenges that seem ridiculously overwhelming and often want to the take the easy way out. Making choices has been a very hard thing for me, as there...
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---->Someone told me today that they think I am depressed.

I laughed at that thought really because depression by definition is, A psychiatric disorder characterized by an inability to concentrate, insomnia, loss of appetite, anhedonia, feelings of extreme sadness, guilt, helplessness and hopelessness, and thoughts of death.

Okay Thanks Friend. Could you insult me more?

In reality, I am not depressed. I simply am going...
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So I have been going through this deep emotional time.
A time that has been filled with moments of rapid epiphanies and realizations. My circuits are extremely overloaded.
Here's the outline of misery...

Crapola Section One:
I lost a friend recently in a fatal car accident. She was only 18.

Shitnastikle Section 2:
I have friends who I love very much in Iraq right now...
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