Take care.
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I don't want to go, I don't want to stay....here that is. My account is cancelled as of 20 July but I'm not sure I want to cancel it.
arachnequarius:
do whatever feels right/best for you as you begin your courageous new life, my dear. whatever you decide, i will be thinking of you fondly. 
Reality has gone bye-bye today and I'm feeling very dangerous to myself. Violent thoughts are ripping through my head. I wish I didn't get so angry.
Ani diFranco's Hide and Seek
me and all the kids from the neighbourhood
we play out in the street all summer long
rule was we had to go home at nite when the street lights came on
we were...
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Ani diFranco's Hide and Seek
me and all the kids from the neighbourhood
we play out in the street all summer long
rule was we had to go home at nite when the street lights came on
we were...
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lilmissmorbid:
Happy Dancin Friday!
Hope you have a wonderfully sinful weekend.
Hope you have a wonderfully sinful weekend.
fortysix_and_two:
*hugs you tight*
Hello everyone sorry I haven't visited your journals or updated in a while...just haven't felt like it. Thank you all for your kind words, it helps.
Things are moving along quickly with the separation/divorce. I move into my new apartment August 7th. Joe is most likely taking a job in New Mexico. This is hard, but I am very happy and looking forward to starting...
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Things are moving along quickly with the separation/divorce. I move into my new apartment August 7th. Joe is most likely taking a job in New Mexico. This is hard, but I am very happy and looking forward to starting...
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txakurgorri:
Great to see you back and about.
Boogie Nights and alcohol. A good combination.
We should have a night watching movies while getting nice and pissed.
Boogie Nights and alcohol. A good combination.
We should have a night watching movies while getting nice and pissed.
arachnequarius:
hi baby! so glad to see you getting everything together and moving on. boogie nights is one of my favorite movies as well ... memories... i hope you had fun watching it. i am excited for you in your new life adventure!! 
My husband and I decided to divorce today. We were sitting down to a late lunch at a restaurant down the street when the subject came up. It started with a little joke about him moving back to New Mexico for work. But it wasn't really a joke, for either of us.
We've had talks before about separating but this one was different. We actually...
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We've had talks before about separating but this one was different. We actually...
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m_bethany:
I am so sorry dear.
Relax, smile, life is still a wide open road and, damn it, it is a blast. Without the uphill & downhill, we would never enjoy that rollarcoaster sensation we get in our stomachs.
smile for awhile and show the world you are better.
~the angel*
Relax, smile, life is still a wide open road and, damn it, it is a blast. Without the uphill & downhill, we would never enjoy that rollarcoaster sensation we get in our stomachs.
smile for awhile and show the world you are better.
~the angel*
For HEP. I wish I could take the pain away.
Release by Pearl Jam
I see the world, feel the chill.
Which way to go? Windowsill.
I see the words on a rocking horse of time.
I see the verse in the rain.
Oh, dear dad, can you see me now?
I am myself like you somehow.
I'll ride the wave where it takes me....
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Release by Pearl Jam
I see the world, feel the chill.
Which way to go? Windowsill.
I see the words on a rocking horse of time.
I see the verse in the rain.
Oh, dear dad, can you see me now?
I am myself like you somehow.
I'll ride the wave where it takes me....
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arachnequarius:
fool i am, but i am glad i at least took a chance, you know? i used to take alot of risks, then i got really safe, then i took a risk. it didn't pan out, because my fling turned out to ba an immature toad, but it was still fun. mostly. and, i got the better of the situation, so all is currently well, if not exactly good, you know?
ok, now to your entry ~ WOW. what a sad and lovely entry. pearl jam is so fabulous, and eddie vedder is one of the most beautiful humans ever ~ inside and out. i once read an article he wrote about his girlfriend's abortion, and it was so heartwrenching, thoughtful, poetic, and sensitive to every aspect of the situation ~ i was amazed. and that story ~ hard. MS is a horrible disease. i am sorry your grandmother suffered with it so long, and that it hurt you too. *hugs*
how lovely that a delightful person makes lovely banshee creatures feel well and good again.
ok, now to your entry ~ WOW. what a sad and lovely entry. pearl jam is so fabulous, and eddie vedder is one of the most beautiful humans ever ~ inside and out. i once read an article he wrote about his girlfriend's abortion, and it was so heartwrenching, thoughtful, poetic, and sensitive to every aspect of the situation ~ i was amazed. and that story ~ hard. MS is a horrible disease. i am sorry your grandmother suffered with it so long, and that it hurt you too. *hugs*
how lovely that a delightful person makes lovely banshee creatures feel well and good again.
robert_paulson94906:
Hey I am going to be in Sterling this coming week for a friends wedding. Flying into Dulles on Thursday Morning and leaving on Sunday night - if you are interested you would you want to meet up?
Led Zeppelin's Fool in the Rain
Well there's a light in your eye that keeps shining
Like a star that can't wait for the night
I hate to think I've been blinded baby
Why can't I see you tonight?
And the warmth of your smile starts a-burnin'
And the thrill of your touch gives me fright
And I'm shaking so much, really yearning
Why don't...
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Well there's a light in your eye that keeps shining
Like a star that can't wait for the night
I hate to think I've been blinded baby
Why can't I see you tonight?
And the warmth of your smile starts a-burnin'
And the thrill of your touch gives me fright
And I'm shaking so much, really yearning
Why don't...
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doubletap:
God-
That is a great damn song too...now its stuck in my head...I guess I'm gonna have to listen to it 10x just to get it out!
take care,
-TC
That is a great damn song too...now its stuck in my head...I guess I'm gonna have to listen to it 10x just to get it out!
take care,
-TC
fortysix_and_two:
One of the few Zeppelin songs I've heard.
Doug Stanhope on smoking:
If you're offended by a little smoke I got a tit-fuck joke that's gonna blow your heart right through your rubber underpants.
If you're offended by a little smoke I got a tit-fuck joke that's gonna blow your heart right through your rubber underpants.
the_mad_monk:
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!! That's so bad, probably why i like it
Hope you had a good weekend sweety!!!
Hope you had a good weekend sweety!!!
Last week was a fuck. I crashed my car, my bike was broke, our insurance dropped coverage on our bikes because of my speeding tickets and most importantly I didn't get to make love to my love. This week was much better.
There's a lot of heavy shit on my mind and it's makings me mentally fatigued. I have been very weepy lately. I go...
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There's a lot of heavy shit on my mind and it's makings me mentally fatigued. I have been very weepy lately. I go...
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the_mad_monk:
I know how it goes sweety, i had a bad couple of dazes myself!!! and can feel ya on the other stuff as well!
I'm beaming you some positive energy as we speak...or read i guess If i can do more let me know!!!
I'm beaming you some positive energy as we speak...or read i guess
If i can do more let me know!!!Yeah more lyrics . Sorry, as usual I don't have the balls to say what's really on my mind.
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Blind Melon's Change
I don't feel the suns comin' out today
its staying in, its gonna find another way.
As I sit here in this misery, I don't
think I'll ever see the sun from here.
And oh as I fade away,
they'll all look...
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Blind Melon's Change
I don't feel the suns comin' out today
its staying in, its gonna find another way.
As I sit here in this misery, I don't
think I'll ever see the sun from here.
And oh as I fade away,
they'll all look...
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the_mad_monk:
You can always E-mail those socially unexceptable thoughts!!! i;ll never tell
fortysix_and_two:
Sometime, just write it out and post it regardless. It took me awhile to open up on here as well.
Nine Inch Nails
Something I Can Never Have -
I still recall the taste of your tears
Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears
My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore
Scraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep anymore
You make this all go away
You make this all go away
I'm down to just one thing
And...
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Something I Can Never Have -
I still recall the taste of your tears
Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears
My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore
Scraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep anymore
You make this all go away
You make this all go away
I'm down to just one thing
And...
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buddha:
was that from pretty hate machine? Think that was the first cd i bought when i became "goth" in highschool.... still a fucking great cd thou
arachnequarius:
ohhhhhh, this song just rips right through me ~ the echo and scrape of all that need and desire. it was such the backdrop to my doomed covetousness. *holds hand* ummm, yeah.
Ronald Reagan died today.
Tool's Eulogy comes to mind...
He had alot to say. He had alot of nothing to say. We'll miss him. So long. We wish you well. You told us how you weren't afraid to die. Well then, so long. Don't cry. Or feel too down. Not all martyrs see divinity. But at least you tried.
Standing above the crowd he had...
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Tool's Eulogy comes to mind...
He had alot to say. He had alot of nothing to say. We'll miss him. So long. We wish you well. You told us how you weren't afraid to die. Well then, so long. Don't cry. Or feel too down. Not all martyrs see divinity. But at least you tried.
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buddha:
I'm watching it now on CNN. I think i was too young to remember his presidency.
stiill....
stiill....
the_mad_monk:
Dead time for Bonzo
Gawdspeed.
nk