bangbangbarbie

well today was indescribable in the best way.

my ex (the love of my life) broke up with my replacement. i told him before that it was too hard to be friends with him when i had to look at the two of them together. so today i told him that it was the end. until he got over his "just needing a change" phase, i don't think we can be friends.

his reply to that was
"really? well then i guess it's a good thing i broke up with her yesterday."
"I don't know what i would do with myself if i knew you weren't in my life anymore"

i started crying and couldn't get the idiotic grin off of my face.

i am so happy.
i would be a lot happier if i had a car so i could see him once in a while.

he needs to move in with me. bad.