Why is it when I do something that I know is right in my heart I get questioned for it? I made a decision I know had to be made but in the process pissed off someone important to me. I dont want it to be awkward but he is making it that way. I swear to god if I lose friends over this I...
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lostjohny:
like i said, priorities change once you have a child. the only 2 people you have to not piss off, are you and your son. everyone else takes a back seat unless they're gonna help drive. everyone that matters will understand what's going on, and understand why you need to do for you. lookin' forward to sat. should be fun.
oryon:
yeah love you too ya hooker
Well I went out for the first time without baby on Friday. I actually had quite a bit of fun. It was nice to hang out with different people for a change. Also with people I havent really had a chance to bond with without the boy around. So it definitely was a nice change. I mean dont get me wrong I love my boy...
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v8dreaming:
i might be. i'll know when the event gets closer. i haven't been following the thread. so, i don't know where it's going to be.
lostjohny:
i bet you still jump up at the first sound he makes in the middle of the night though. 
My best friend/sister is getting married on Oct 6 and I was thinking about this last nite. I am the only single bridesmaid in her party. And as far as I know of many of the guests. My god I think she is just gonna hand me her bouquet
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oryon:
Boston loves his New York
oryon:
that i did not know
you didnt snap on me earlier, i'd be up in peoples grill if i havent gotten any sleep. looks like tonight is going to be another night of no sleep as well.
you didnt snap on me earlier, i'd be up in peoples grill if i havent gotten any sleep. looks like tonight is going to be another night of no sleep as well.
Well after some thinking and some time apart Landon and I decided to try things again. So I am happy. And so is he hopefully
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oryon:
yes but i'm sick. therefore i am excused
v8dreaming:
YA!!! you two seem like you belong together. yep.
Man I feel like such the bad guy here. I finally had to make a decision that is gonna be best for myself and Jareth. Now why do I feel like shit? I just feel more alone then I did before. This whole single mom thing is rougher then I thought it was gonna be. Dont get me wrong I love my son to death...
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notoriouscat:
i don't think being alone is what you deserve, but it may be what you need.
you have huge changes going on in your life, you need to adjust to them on your own before you can figure out how someone else can fit in with them. (it sounds cliche, but is so true.)
take care honey, and feel free to hit me up if you need to talk. (i've been pretty antiscoial lately, but i am around.)
you have huge changes going on in your life, you need to adjust to them on your own before you can figure out how someone else can fit in with them. (it sounds cliche, but is so true.)
take care honey, and feel free to hit me up if you need to talk. (i've been pretty antiscoial lately, but i am around.)
v8dreaming:
dude!!! no no no!!!! during times of oddness and change you need your friends/family, those closest to you to be there and help you through it. to help you not go bonkers.
as much as you try to push them away, you know you need them there.
pushing those people away will only hurt in the long run.
as much as you try to push them away, you know you need them there.
pushing those people away will only hurt in the long run.
Jareth Austin Risk
January 16 2007
5:13PM
8lbs11oz
21 inches
Ya I was quite lucky. I went into my OB on Monday since I was a day late. They did an ultrasound and determined that my fluid was on the high side. So they decided to induce me that nite. I went into labor and delivery at 9:45 PM on Jan 15. They started me...
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January 16 2007
5:13PM
8lbs11oz
21 inches
Ya I was quite lucky. I went into my OB on Monday since I was a day late. They did an ultrasound and determined that my fluid was on the high side. So they decided to induce me that nite. I went into labor and delivery at 9:45 PM on Jan 15. They started me...
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kr1ssyk1tty:
lucky you! Maddy tends to sleep good all day and then fuss more at night which doesn't bother me too much cuz i am not working but if we dont have it strightened out in a month i am gonna have problems. How many hours does he sleep at a time??? Maddy was sleeping like 5 hours at a time then the doctor told me to wake her up every 2 to feed her and that has been an ordeal. Are you breastfeeding?
oryon:
you're not the bad guy. you ust dont have time and i understand that. doesnt make it less sad or hard for either of us
Well here is my update. They did an ultrasound today since i am overdue. Well my amniotic fluid is in on the high side. So they are gonna pop in Cervadil tonite after 6 and then after 12 hours they are gonna pop it out and give me some pitocin. So hopefully by tomorrow night there will be a baby update.
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v8dreaming:
i seen pictures!!!!
glad to see you're doing ok miss lady.
disappointed a little that it's not a zombie alien though.
glad to see you're doing ok miss lady.
disappointed a little that it's not a zombie alien though.
jem:
hey lady i hope you don't mind i posted pictures from today. if you do tell me and i'll take 'em down.
Well I got sent to L&D today...was checked and monitored...was at 2cm, 60-70% effaced and -2 station and all my mucus was oozing out...well they sent me home and am getting induced on Monday sometime...they said I am thinned out enough and dilated enough to be able to break my water...the only reason they didnt today was because I had bronchitis/pneumonia for the last 2...
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jem:
Hey lady I hope you're doing okay. sorry that you had such a bad night. I can honestly relate to not seeing anyway for so long and then just hating everyone.
I need to see that baby! Give me a call anytime even though we don't know each other that well yet. seriously.
I need to see that baby! Give me a call anytime even though we don't know each other that well yet. seriously.
Well i went to the doctor today for my 39 week check. I am now 39w4d. So she checked me and I was still at 1. But she stripped my membranes. So hopefully that might start something agoing. But if I dont go by my due date on Sunday they are gonna schedule an induction on Mon. So this time next week i should be...
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lostjohny:
milfs rule. i warn you, you will NEVER want ice chips again after this experience. 
jem:
Damn lady have that baby already. Is our gay boy going to be with ya at the hospital? I mean what I'm saying is I can take him if you want a crowd of us crazies at the hospital with you. 
But I just need to vent a bit. Does it bother anyone else when you hear that someone's doctor is inducing them because they are "uncomfortable". Im on some pregnancy groups on Myspace. And this one girl made me scream at my screen because she told her doctor she is just uncomfy so they induced her today. I know it really isnt her fault its...
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murderthisghost:
there are natural ways to help hurry along the process....i being a male do not know them off the top of my head....but look into it.....all i remember from when my friend tried is that one of them is having sex but beyond that i dont know....maybe i was a little help at least i hope so