banbury

Well yeah this night kinda seemed to be a bust. Of course the inevitable happened. I called Ema at 2 to get her up like she told me to. Well she had gone to Waffle House all night and was too tired. So finally I get ahold of her around 5:30. She says how sorry she is she overslept. Blah, Blah, Blah...the same old excuse. Well I tell her I will call around 8 and then come get her. Well 8 comes around and she proceeds to tell me how sick she is and she cant go now because she will puke. So naturally I am confused if I want to go home and just stay home. Or if I just want to stay down there and tough it out. Well I just stayed down there and toughed it out. Well I ended up working the door all night. I did not leave there until 5:30. On a bad note I didnt get done what I promised. No one shot me except one photographer. So yeah I was quite disappointed. But on a good note I got paid 60 bux for working the door and got a 5 dollar tip. Well I ended up texting Ema at 2:30 and she automatically answered which means she was awake and more then likely at Waffle House. I give up I truly do. I keep saying that all the time and maybe one day I will mean it.

On another note I am kinda in the dumps. All I want right now is just to lie in bed and be held. Just to have someone stroke my head and kiss my forehead. Maybe just rub my belly and feet. Thats really all I want at the moment. Oh well one can always dream