Ok I think my hormones have just been completely out of whack. And it just seems to be getting worse. Then I get to experience post partum depression. Oh yea! But I feel better after talking to my significant other. He explained that situation. I am still uneasy but its not as bad. But we went to a Braves game last night. It was fun and stuff. Then while he was out with the boys I went home and slept. And it was fine. Too smokey for my taste. Its nice to know I dont have to be with him or anything. Maybe our relationship is more successful then I thought it was. 
oryon:
Scrooge McDuck successful
v8dreaming:
that's awesome! i hope things work out!