Well I have had a few emotional moments. The closer I come to giving birth the more scared i am getting. Hes almost a pound and a half. My dad has been stressing me out making me think that I am not going to be able to make a good mother. Then the only person who has been giving me any support is Landon. He has been a lifesaver. My parents have been a bit preoccupied with the dog having surgery. So lately I feel like I am on the backburner. I hopefully will be having my shower in the first part of November. Then I can make a tally of what I need for Jareth. I cant believe Im going to be a mother to a little boy soon. I have no idea about little boys. Well at least I have something that ive been wanting for a little while now. I feel like I am opening up again and its kinda nice. 
you have been warned. :-)