Most of people don't understand my relationship with weed, so I want to explain you.
For me, weed is the plant for healing the pain, inside and outside. Few years ago, I was diagnosed with a weird disease called autoimmune hepatitis, and searching for lupus, but I choose to have that as a secret between me and my body.
Autoimmune disease usually come along with a lot of pain, my doctors used to try to sell me pills all the time for deppession and pain, but nothing seemed to work. One day, one of my doctors told me in secret to try weed at nights instead of pills, I will always be grateful with that women, since that moment my life is better.
I'm not trying to romanticize this magical plant, but at least for me, weed has been helping to feel the pain in a loving way with my body and soul.