So I’m gonna make a video about this in the future to describe it better. So I was born with a rare condition of my bladder. The best way to describe it is it’s very similar to bladder cancer but without the cancer or tumor being present. It’s actually worse because if it was cancer or a tumor the doctors could try to remove what was causing the issue. But unfortunately I’ve lived with this since the day I was born. I can remember being three years old and being in excruciating pain and not knowing why. It took until I was 17 years old to get an official diagnosis. I was homeschooled a lot of my life because I would miss so many days of school just being in the hospital. Every time I go to the bathroom it’s like passing kidney stones every single time every single day. Except it’s not kidney stones it’s actually pieces of my own bladder that are coming out in my urine. It’s extremely painful but I still put a smile on my face and live my life because I won’t let this condition define Who I am or take any more from me than it already has. I spend a lot of my life in the hospital, being told that there is no cure or no treatment for my condition. Most doctors don’t even know about it. I have done vaginal electroshock therapy, vaginal acupuncture, lidocaine injections into the bladder Botox injections, heat therapy and also bladder stretching. There’s nothing more that I could try. With my bladder in my body I have a 80% chance of getting actual cancer because I have constant open and bleeding sores inside me. I often have cysts in my bladder as well as ulcers. I know within the next five years I will have to have a bag outside of my body that will hold my urine. Which is one of the reasons why I’m going for this now while I can before I’m completely scarred up. Most of you would never know that I had this as I still live a happy bubbly life and smile every day. I have had this talk about my condition with a few of you guys already. Today I’m actually in a lot of pain and I just thought about sharing this info with you guys finally since I feel comfortable enough to share with you guys already the rest of my life. I’m going to post a picture below to show exactly what I go through. Below what you were seein today I’m actually in a lot of pain and I just thought about sharing this info with you guys finally since I feel comfortable enough to share with you guys already the rest of my life. I’m going to post a picture below to show exactly what I go through. Below what you are looking at is actually a picture of my urine and the pieces you see our pieces of my bladder that I pee out every day I’m literally disintegrating from the inside out.
