bambie_____

Okay I feel better now, I have come to the conclusion that horsies make every thing better! I went riding this morning and it's so pretty out and Sami was awesome and I rode well so I've been in a good mood since I got off!

This semester I'm doing something I didn't thinkI'd do after high school. . . I'm taking a GYM class, actually it's really an aerobics lab for my health and fitness lecture class but I hae never felt like such a cow like I did last Thursday on the first day of classes. Most of the other people in the class are bigger than I am (not to be shallow at all) but the one girl that's about as big around as my pinky finger had to sit right infront of me, and the wall that we were facing is just one big mirror so I'd look at her and look at me and so on and so forth and I felt HUGE! But it did something for me, it motivated me to start being healthier. I want to quit smoking because I can also see the effect that smoking cigarettes is having on my skin and I DON'T LIKE IT! I want to start eating healthier which is kinda hard when I just started working at a restaurant. . . . But it's really something I want to do. I don't like the way I look right now (not in a down and depressed sort of way, I just don't like the way I look and I know that I can change it so I'm going to) so it's time that I get my lazy ass up and do something about it! lol

I'm feeling very motivated today. . .

Groundhog day is almost here!