bakshian

i'm single. i'm pretty depressed actually, i don't know what happened. well i know just what happened, but it feels weird. she changed her status on facebook to single, and it was like an announcement to the world that now she's available. i guess i am too, but i could care less. and it's raining, great.

i walked down to the grocery for food, and my eyes were all like glowing embers in the summer sunshine - i was the annoying customer who took too long and couldn't 'make up their fucking mind. sorry!

i have to work in 3 hours, it just seems like a mistake to try and sleep now. guess i'll give myself permission to dick around on this website in lieu of a good night's sleep!

I had a dream there was a raft and below the raft the water was cold and deep, much deeper than any of the water surrounding the raft. It may not have been a raft, more like a platform floating not far off the shore of some jungly lookin lake. There were dangerous denizens below the raft and I was instructed to steer clear, and...
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i'm going to try and become active... in general, but i say so here because i plan to do so. and i plan to plan for my retirement before i'm too old to get arthritis and wish i could stop working and thinking about space and shit from the comfort of some cot.

nathan barley is well livid

i was supposed to go to bed early. fuck that - i slept in until 12 this morning and yah i know my clock is all fucked up what else.

diggin thru old 4-track tapes and found a few gems. one song i had written and forgotten in the same 3 month period in fall of 2001. it's a bit depressing and ironic - although...
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everybody i know is dealing with relationship drama. well, mostly everyone - sorry to everyone who has to deal with it all (i know how it is).

on a lighter note, a good friend of mine wrote a beautiful song for is girlfriend's birthday. he's never been serious about anything in his life, and i was nervous that the song would sound cheesy, at least...
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i've discovered that many of my problems can be solved with a few hours of extra sleep a night. i find that about 10 hours is optimal, but it's important to rise when a sleep cycle has finished - when you sort of wake up and think you'd like to go back to sleep. actually, it seems like 5 hours of sleep might be more...
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my kitty patsy loves grape-tomatoes. she'll lick them in the plastic container, then scoop one out and bat it around the floor like marble, THEN she'll eat it. veggies is good shit, huh?

i hadn't heard of that until recently