bakedgoods

So I read this chick's online journal from time to time. She's a melodramatic attention whore, not to mention insanely whiny. All she ever wants is for people to feel sorry for her. I don't dislike her. Well, not really, though she's tried on various occasions to sabotage my happiness. And she's told me some really outrageous lies. Still, I read. Mostly for the entertainment value, and, if Ed's here, an interpretive reading.
She used to harbor a large crush on him back last summer ( ) when him and I were hanging out and fucking but not dating. It was classic, she would rant and rave about how I shouldn't spend time with him because he was just using me, and he belonged to Emma and why oh why didn't I respect that ( ), that he told all these people that I seduced him and I never meant anything to him ever (well, I believe that, cuz she was anal enough to save the IM conversation to show me, though Ed swears he never said that... but whatever, I don't care, I would've said the same things, probably), she told me a whole bunch of times how they came so close to having sex and that he told her how much he loved her on multiple occasions ( ). Blah fucking blah.
I mean, like I (a) believed her and (b) cared. I had way too many guys up on my shit last summer to be worried about just one (albeit my favorite one).
The fucking best part about the whole thing was while she read me the riot act for having sex with Ed (at his request no less) "so soon" after Emma died and how unfair and disrespectful it was of me (...please...), she was the one who had the big ol' obsession with her dead friend's fiance. That always struck me as deliciously hypocritcal. When we stopped just fucking and started dating again, she stopped speaking to me. And then she had a conniption fit when she found out I was pregnant.
So yes, now that you have an *awful* lot of background, she just broke up with her boyfriend of like two years (oh did I mention that during all this she was dating someone else?) and it boggles ( ) the mind how anyone can act the way she does. Like the earth must now stop spinning. She's so incredibly bitter and hateful I can't even express it. I don't understand how people like that can expect to ever be happy when they have so much eating away at them. I mean, I'm relatively rude and a bit unscrupulous, but at least I don't hate the world. In fact, I am ever so full of I might as well be a hippie...

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