Yesterday was... hmmm... full. Ed's parents and his aunt from Italy came down to see the baby. They took us to lunch for like 3 hours, where I saw this girl Kirsten that I has gone to grade school with. She admired Emily and told me about her year-old daughter... it was a little surreal, but nice.
Then we all (Ed, the baby, me and his family) came back here to our tiny, cluttered apartment and exclaimed over the baby for another few hours. On their way back to Long Island, his mother and aunt were looking at the pictures in the hallway and I said something insanely stupid.
Big surprise.
On this chest of drawers we have in the hallway, I put up six photos... the one of Ed holding Emily that's in My Pics, one of me and the baby in the delivery room, a few pictures of Ed and I, my brother and sister, and one of Emma, Ed's former fiance who passed away last spring. Anyway, his mom and his aunt were all "oh how nice, look at you two here on your anniversary, blah blah" and then his aunt said something about the pic of Emma and I was like "oh no that's not me, that's Emma." And she said that she wasn't sure. So like an ass, I blurted out the first thing that came to my mind-- "Oh well she's alot skinnier than me". Like a complete moron. Could I have said anything that made me sound more insecure? I didn't even mean it like that, comparing myself to others is pointless, especially the deceased. I just turned and went to put the baby in her crib while they left. NG.
Then last night we took Emily to her first wrestling show. I just wanted to show her off to my friends from my days pro wrestling. It turned out to be alot of fun and the baby, as they say in the business, was "over". Everybody came out at different times and just exclaimed all over her. It was adorable. She of course slept through the whole think, except the last match, when she woke up to have a bottle. Very cute.
Well, before she wakes up, I'm gonna go look at other stuff. Take care.
Then we all (Ed, the baby, me and his family) came back here to our tiny, cluttered apartment and exclaimed over the baby for another few hours. On their way back to Long Island, his mother and aunt were looking at the pictures in the hallway and I said something insanely stupid.
Big surprise.
On this chest of drawers we have in the hallway, I put up six photos... the one of Ed holding Emily that's in My Pics, one of me and the baby in the delivery room, a few pictures of Ed and I, my brother and sister, and one of Emma, Ed's former fiance who passed away last spring. Anyway, his mom and his aunt were all "oh how nice, look at you two here on your anniversary, blah blah" and then his aunt said something about the pic of Emma and I was like "oh no that's not me, that's Emma." And she said that she wasn't sure. So like an ass, I blurted out the first thing that came to my mind-- "Oh well she's alot skinnier than me". Like a complete moron. Could I have said anything that made me sound more insecure? I didn't even mean it like that, comparing myself to others is pointless, especially the deceased. I just turned and went to put the baby in her crib while they left. NG.
Then last night we took Emily to her first wrestling show. I just wanted to show her off to my friends from my days pro wrestling. It turned out to be alot of fun and the baby, as they say in the business, was "over". Everybody came out at different times and just exclaimed all over her. It was adorable. She of course slept through the whole think, except the last match, when she woke up to have a bottle. Very cute.
Well, before she wakes up, I'm gonna go look at other stuff. Take care.
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purpledaisy:
how awesome having the baby and all, mine is 1 and i want another one so badly, but that will have to wait for while, congratulations and it is going to be better then you ever imagined!!!!!!!!!!much love to you and your new family
radiobastet:
Boy, am I ever out of it... Emily's almost a month old!! Congratulations!!!