Well its been a week and it is still raining. Albeit off and on, but enough is enough. Two nights ago I laid my head down and it felt like I had spent too much time at the bottom of a pool. My ears hurt, my eyes felt like they were going to pop out, I was lightheaded and yet it felt like there was a vice around my head. Yesterday I got the headaches. Although today feels better. But still enough is enough ya know?
So I finally finished The Secret Supper. Its another take on the meanings of Da Vincis paintings in regards to Christianity. It is similar to Browns book in that there is a mystery going on in wich people are dieing. This time it was because he
SPOILERS! (Click to view)prescribed to a Cathar theology instead of it being about a holy bloodline (although there are quick mentioning about that).
While not as easy a read than Code, it in ways felt better. But I did kind of miss Codes easy reading that allowed you to fly through, oh well.
Also read volume 9 of Powers, great fucking comic ya know?
My parents are trying to push me into finally picking a direction in life and just going, but I cannot seem to find the strength myself. I really need to get kicked in the ass and get out there. Because I know that I am not making enough $ now.
Anybody want to get an apartment on Cape Cod? :-P
So whats new with you guys?
Where do you want to go in life?
What patterns do you wish to hold onto, and which ones do you intend to shred?
Share these with me.
And send me more things to draw!
And finally I am going to leave you with lyrics to Wings for Marie and 10,000 Days (Wings for Marie part 2) (taken from toolshed.down.net)
wings for marie (part 1)
SPOILERS! (Click to view)You...
You believed ...
You believed in moments [none could see / God conceived]
You believed in me
A passionate spirit
Uncompromised
Boundless and open [??] A light in your eyes that
[?? / Could end all lies]
[Vacant / Broken], broken
Fell at the hands of this moment so that I wouldn't see
It was you who prayed for me so
What have I done
To be a son to an angel?
What have I done
To be worthy?
Daylight dims leaving cold fluorescence
Difficult to see you in this light
Please forgive this selfish question, but
What am I to say to all these ghouls tonight
She never told a lie,
... well might have told a lie,
But never lived one.
Didn't have a life
Didn't have a life
But surely saved one
So I'm alright
Now it's time for us to let you go.
04 10,000 days (wings pt. 2)
SPOILERS! (Click to view)Listen to the tales and romanticize,
How we follow the path of the hero.
Boast about the day when the rivers overrun.
How we rise to the height of our halo.
Listen to the tales as we all rationalize
Our way into the arms of the savior,
Feigning all the trials and the tribulations;
None of us have actually been there.
Not like you.
Ignorant fibbers in the congregation
Gather around spewing sympathy,
Spare me.
None of them can even hold a candle up to you.
Blinded by choices, hypocrites won't [seek / see].
But, enough about the collective Judas.
Who could deny you were the one who
[would have made it, / illuminated]
You'll have a piece of the divine.
And this little light of mine, the gift you passed on to me;
I'll let it shine to guide you safely on your way,
Your way home ...
Oh, what are they going to do when the lights go down
Without you to guide them all to Zion?
What are they going to do when the rivers overrun
Other than tremble incessantly?
High as a wave, but I'll rise on up off the ground.
You [are / were] the light and the way, they'll only read about.
I only pray, [Heaven / God] knows when to lift you out.
Ten thousand days in the fire is long enough, you're going home.
You're the only one who can hold your head up high,
Shake your fists at the gates saying:
"I have come home now!
Fetch me the spirit, the son, and the father.
Tell them their pillar of faith has ascended.
It's time now!
My time now!
Give me my, give me my wings!"
Give me my wings!
You are the light and way, that they will only read about.
Set as I am in my ways and my arrogance,
Burden of proof tossed upon the believers.
You were the witness, my eyes, my evidence,
Judith Marie, unconditional one.
Daylight dims leaving cold fluorescence.
Difficult to see you in this light.
Please forgive this bold suggestion:
Should you see your Maker's face tonight,
Look Him in the eye, look Him in the eye, and tell Him:
I never lived a lie, never took a life, but surely saved one.
Hallelujah, it's time for you to bring me home.
Talk to you next week
