Monday Mar 20, 2006

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hmmm can't think of anything to update about. so im probably going to delwete this one eventualy.

the insomnia is getting worse, im down to three hours of sleep a night...of course the prednisone im on probably ain't helping...

i've been sick which blows
in fact i've got to pee really bad right now lol.

im going to see v for vendetta tonight! i loved the book.

hmmm and oh yea go say hi to

jaybe

this person rocks the world like none of you could believe

also if you've read my away messages on aim the past few weeks you'd know im on a tool over load cause the new album is coming out in may!

here are the lyrics to one of my favorite songs the live version og Pushit from the Salival album

SPOILERS! (Click to view)
Saw that gap again today.
While you were begging me to stay.
Take care not to make me enter.
If I do we both may disappear.

Saw that gap again today.
While you were begging me to stay
Managed to push myself away
And you as well, my dear
And you, as well
Pushed you away my dear

I will choke until I swallow
Choke this infant here before me
What are you but my reflection?
Who am I to judge or strike you down?

But you're pushing me
And Im shoving you
And your pushing me
And Im shoving you

Rest your trigger on my finger,
Bang my head upon the fault line
You better take care not to make me enter
If I do we both may disappear

But you're pushing me
And Im shoving you
And your pushing me
And Im shoving you

You still love me

We're pushing and were shoving
And you're pushing and I'm shoving

You still love me

And were pushing and were shoving
And I'm pushing as your shoving

And Im slipping back into the gap again
I feel alive when you touch me...
I feel alive when you hold me...
...down

Slipping back into you

I am somewhere I dont wanna be, yeah
Put me somewhere I dont wanna be
Push me somewhere I dont wanna be
Seeing someplace I don't wanna see
Never wanna see that place again...

Saw that gap again today
While you were begging me to stay
Managed to push myself away,
And you as well, my dear

If, when I say I may fade like a sigh if I stay,
You minimize my movement anyway,
I must persuade you another way

Pushing and Shoving and
Pushing and Shoving and
Pushing me

There's no love in fear.

Staring down the hole again.
Hands are on my back again.
Survival is my only friend.
Terrified of what may come.

Remember I will always love you,
As I claw your fucking throat away.
It will end no other way.



also if anybody would like to ask me anything, anything at all i will answer it!

VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
hydra:
Apparently that movie sucks. So says the person who wrote the book. I don't know, you'll have to let me know what you thought.

Thanks for the comment on my set!
leola:
Thank you for you lovely comment. kiss

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