bada

God I feel so apathetic today. Get me to feel boisterous and outlandish. I feel like attracting attention instead of blending in. I feel like breaking out of a shell I never knew I had. Is it laziness or fear. Who the fuck is this person I've been living with for 26 years, and why can't he make up his mind. Whoever needs a Tyler Durden, raise your hand. I feel chaotic. I want to rub people the wrong way. I want to be enjoyed and talked about, but never liked. its better than being boring I thinks. I hopes. Time to fuck this world up. I'm ready, are you? get there.


So manyfucking thoughts runnin through my head today, nothing feeling great. I'm ready to roam, but you can pay my bills.