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Never thought a hair metal song would sum up how I have been feeling lately.
"Give me something to believe in"
Thats how I've felt today. Just tell me what I need to do to make it ok, to make it smooth, to make it fun, unexpected, and just all around good for everyone.
I'm feeling down at this moment, but I'll soon get out of it. Right now, I can't seem to make more friends, but I guess I don't try.
I'm just not feeling it today. I got my shit done, I did what needed to be done but now, what do I have to show for it. There isn't a race to be won just doing the "expected", but if there were, I'm beating some people I know.

I'm thinking of moving to a larger place. I'm in an efficiency, and its tiny. I need to move on up.

More soon, I promise.