All new stuff, all new emotions. Everything is day to day and I mean that in good way. I'm a little worried about money, but right now, I'm just going to have a good time. SG has been quite therapeutic for me recently. Before it was a guilty pleasure and I wouldn't feel ashamed and guilty, and without reason (damn that catholic up bringing 
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Now I feel liberated. I'm moving on and looking for new opportunities. She loves me more than she will ever admit to herself, and that is not going to be a good situation for me. I feel bad for her when I finally do move on. Damn. Where or who was I for 4 years. Where am I going in another year? Wonder, Exploration, Adventure, time , age experience.
IWTGBTP (kind of a guy thing, its for another post, but here is a hint)
26 is coming up on Sunday. Is it wrong to think I'm more important that Jesus, because its my birthday? But I will be celebrating, and you will be wishing you were HERE with me to see
I'll be taking pics and getting wasted. I love you all and happy easter!
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Now I feel liberated. I'm moving on and looking for new opportunities. She loves me more than she will ever admit to herself, and that is not going to be a good situation for me. I feel bad for her when I finally do move on. Damn. Where or who was I for 4 years. Where am I going in another year? Wonder, Exploration, Adventure, time , age experience.
IWTGBTP (kind of a guy thing, its for another post, but here is a hint)
26 is coming up on Sunday. Is it wrong to think I'm more important that Jesus, because its my birthday? But I will be celebrating, and you will be wishing you were HERE with me to see
I'll be taking pics and getting wasted. I love you all and happy easter!
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timber_:
happy birthday handsome! 
jackieomonroe:
Well Baba, I don't know what "knock me up, then knock me down" really means but if you're asking me to knock you up, I'm just not ready for that step in our relationship yet. You see, I really don't want to have kids until I'm we're atleast two years into the marriage... I just don't feel comfortable with you being the mother of my children yet.
