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Today has been trying. I do not understand what I do that puts women off or why I am not hit on by more girls? For that matter, any girls? I sometimes wonder if it is because I am married and everyone just asumes I am striaght or what? I am poly and gender queer.. I love girls, I want one of my own to suggle with and be totally geeked out with. "Hello, pretty ladies, I am looking... meow? Anyone out there?"
*puff... pouting...
I do not want to give up, but I just do not know what to do.... I have never been free to explore and find the things, like a girlfriend, to make myself happy. Well, yeah... I do not know what else to say.. I have to go and get homework done... *grumbles, grumbles*
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heathen:
Cheer up, Love!
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heathen:
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