Today was the worst day I've had working in a while. Not a very long while, since working at the golf course always seemed to be ridiculous, but I think I slept too long today, which turned me into a freakin' zombie idoit tonight.
First 10 minutes I was there, dropped a plate of food. Worst part? The food wasn't for one of my tables. And the chick who I was trying to help said "gee, thanks, my table didn't have to wait long enough for their food already". I felt like an asshole for the rest of the night. Then, after the stupid busy asshole night, I was checking my schedual and I am slated to work on the days I have school, during school hours. I asked my boss about it and he was just so pissed off at me, saying I didn't give him my availablity and what not. Funny thing is that I gave our general manager my availablity...yeah, fuck. Said boss is going to try his best to work around me but he "doesn't promise anything" so now he hates me. But he likes all the 15 year old hostesses
Okk, enough new work rant. Today was just cursed to suck butt. Sorry if I lack the comments, I'm trying, but I always feel like I have to do something different and thus I feel guilty sitting on my ass for too long.
Nicole is moving home this weekend, I'm excited but I'm worried I might get yelled at for not spending enough time with the girls. I feel bad, and they understand that I can't always come over/ call, but I know it kind of really bugs the shit out of them, and they always have time despite their own lives.
What happened to my instints? I think they disappeared.
First 10 minutes I was there, dropped a plate of food. Worst part? The food wasn't for one of my tables. And the chick who I was trying to help said "gee, thanks, my table didn't have to wait long enough for their food already". I felt like an asshole for the rest of the night. Then, after the stupid busy asshole night, I was checking my schedual and I am slated to work on the days I have school, during school hours. I asked my boss about it and he was just so pissed off at me, saying I didn't give him my availablity and what not. Funny thing is that I gave our general manager my availablity...yeah, fuck. Said boss is going to try his best to work around me but he "doesn't promise anything" so now he hates me. But he likes all the 15 year old hostesses
Okk, enough new work rant. Today was just cursed to suck butt. Sorry if I lack the comments, I'm trying, but I always feel like I have to do something different and thus I feel guilty sitting on my ass for too long.
Nicole is moving home this weekend, I'm excited but I'm worried I might get yelled at for not spending enough time with the girls. I feel bad, and they understand that I can't always come over/ call, but I know it kind of really bugs the shit out of them, and they always have time despite their own lives.
What happened to my instints? I think they disappeared.
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johnnyd_ranged:
oh yeah, and about your last journal is SGB really cancelled??? it's still listed on their tour dates, I will hafta kill if they don't come
johnnyd_ranged:
ahh, of course, well wouldn't wanna interfere with their day off after they announced the date and still are 
Guess now that there's no longer any regina suicide girls they decided the membes were a lost cause
Guess now that there's no longer any regina suicide girls they decided the membes were a lost cause