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Fuck me, first day of classes are today... Jesus.


On another note, I'm going to the doctor some time this week to have something done with these panic attacks. It's fucked because I know in my mind I'm fine and I have nothing to worry about, despite everything going on, but my body still refuses to listen. Anyone who has had panic attacks knows exactly...
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fragilesong_:
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Holy shit! Classes start in a week! eeek
nikonphoto80:
i wish i was going back to school.
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I am such a fucking nerd.....


I'm going to see The Dark Knight for a second time this weekend. I can't help it... Soooo goooooood.....


On another note. The French are fucked up. I got two French horror flicks recently and all I gotta say is "What the holy fuck was that?!"

I seriously recommend them though. Get your hands on "Malefique" and "Frontier(s)."
nikonphoto80:
i wish I could get some one to go see that movie with me.

why were those movies so fucked up?
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I love Lewis Black. I don't like political comedy much, but he's one funny fucker.



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fragilesong_:
yes he is.
hor:

Yeah, I just kept staring at the map. So fucking weird. I was positive it was south of NYC. Nope!

Lewis Black is definitely funny, but I always think he's gonna have a heart attack. He's got to have high blood pressure for sure.
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Update on Tattoos

I'm not sure when I will be able to get them, but my next two are going to be on the back of each calf. The first are the lines "If everything could ever be this real forever/If anything could ever feel this good again" from the Foo Fighters song "Everlong." The other is a quote from myself, "Remember the good times...
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nikonphoto80:
i can't wait to see the tattoos.
ceci:
thanks blush
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Saw The Dark Knight tonight.

Holy shit! Best film noir film I've ever seen. Heath Ledger's performance is as amazing as it is haunting. Hell of a role to end on.

On another note, I'll have at least two new tattoos soon.
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nikonphoto80:
sounds like a pretty cool idea.
jamila:
I will definitely check it out. Possibly this week smile
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I saw this on someone else's blog and thought it was interesting.

Ask me a question about each of the following:
1. Friends
2. Sex
3. Vices
4. Love
5. Lifestyle
6. Music
7. Books
8. Television / Movies
9. Work
10. School

...or anything else you'd like to ask. If you feel like skipping something, do so.

I'll answer any/all questions asked. Surprise me!
fragilesong_:
My questions for you:

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1. What is the most important quality to you in a friend?
2. Least favorite sexual position?
3. At what point does a vice become harmful in your opinion?
4. At what point does a crush turn into love for you?
5. If you could add/subtract a lifestyle element, what would it be?
6. What is your favorite instrument to listen to?
7. Any book you've wanted to read but haven't yet?
8. How many movies do you own?
9. Where would you like to work?
10. When did you realize you had such a fascination with anatomy?



My answers from you:

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1.) How many friends have you reconnected with since the beginning of the new year?
--A few. Lost a few too but the ones I've gained outweigh what I've lost.

2.) What is the craziest thing you've done sexually?
--All of the edgeplay BDSM stuff I've done.

3.) What vice gets you every time no matter what?
--I can't help but smoke cigarettes/cloves when I drink

4.) Besides your daughter, who do you love the most? (I already know, but I can't think of anything better to ask)
--silly love

5.) What "lifestyle/s" do you/have you fallen under?
--I'm just a college kid pretty much now. And I'm totally cool with that

6.) Most embarrassing band/artist you're willing to admit you listen to and enjoy?
--I like some Avril Lavigne songs. And I love Justin Timberlake but I'm so not embarrassed over that!

7.) Typical one, but who is your favorite author?
--I don't really have a favorite.

8.) What movie can make you cry the most?
--Schindler's List. The first time I saw it I literally went outside the wooded area behind my parents' house and just sobbed. The Jew in me really breaks down when I watch it.

9.) Do you feel like a bum (like me) when you're not working?
--ohh you know I do

10.) Who was your worst enemy in high school?
--I never had an enemy in high school. There was a girl I couldn't really stand but that was because she was a dirty slut tongue

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The wisdom teeth extraction went well. I'm currently more medicated than I have in quite some time... but it's called for, 'cause my mouth hurts like fucking hell otherwise.

~MJJ
nikonphoto80:
i'm glad it went well, i hope you feel better soon.
fragilesong_:
I'm coming to see you tomorrow smile *happy dance*
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I get my wisdom teeth taken out tomorrow. Oh joy.

I'm gonna be one high motherfucker though. But at least I probably won't be awake long enough during the day to hurt too bad.

~~MJJ
fragilesong_:
Like I told Chele, you're not going to know your face from your ass for awhile.

You're not going to be able to speak but at least you can text.
nikonphoto80:
damn that sucks, I have seen a lot of my friends after they got theirs taken out and their face got so big. I still have mine, I'm going to keep them if I can. Good luck I hope it goes well.

on the 19th I'm going to have a cook out and birthday party, if you want to come you can.

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After a night or two of self searching, I've come to the conclusion that I am, in fact, bisexual. Hard for me to explain, just something I am. It's been something I've been going over in my mind for years and finally it just came to me that I am.

Again, no real reason why, it's just something I can't deny about myself.
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kaede:
It just makes you extra cool. smile Twice as much fun right?

I don't think it is something to feel ashamed of either. I mean, you are who you are. I like what Frankus said,



To me something like that is just not a huge deal. You're only human and sex is fun and thats that smile



I agree 100% and couldn't have said it any better. kiss

padre:
I hear you, all my hot sexy friends look good every day but man does it get me going when i see them in their bikini's at the pool shocked
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Another Day Another Plague


Yet again, for the fifth time exact, someone close to me has gotten back on drugs. This time, I'm done. No more contact, it is over.
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hor:

Bummer, dude. Prob a good idea if you're trying to keep clean yourself.
kaede:
frown but i can understand your reasons.
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I'm officially moved in. Have been for just about five days now and it's great. I know it's not all gonna be sunshine and rainbows, but as long as I can savor the goos moments to look back on during the bad, I think I'll be fine!
nikonphoto80:
well that is good. I guess I will be moving into my new places some time around July 27th, but the guy that was in my bed room has moved out, so Sunday I'm going to go over there and look at it again to see what I'm going to be abele to bring.
kaede:
congrats on the move! and good luck. smile