3 days... I seriously want to get it over with... The pain is so intense right now I just want it to be over with... I can't help the tears from forming... I want to lose all feeling in my left leg or something to happen so I can walk. I would walk with a Cane for the rest of my life if this pain... Read More
Spend all day yesterday in bed... Hurt so bad I didn't want to walk... 5 more days until I have my surgery... It cannot come soon enough!!! Once again I will be taking on this surgery alone... Which is best... I hate when people see me in pain!
I woke up today to rain... So today is going to be an amazing day!!! Now I... Read More
Yet again I spent my night helping several people out... Cheering one up because of girl problems and another because of a death being there to help her cope...
I'm so frustrated with so many things it ridiculous! I'm almost to the point I'm going to just stop talking to anyone... Back surgery in less than a week... Have someone to drop me off and... Read More
Thought of the day:
I am who I am, I will not change... I will be selfless in the decisions I make and allow others to be happy before myself... This is a part of who I am... I wish even those I love or like to be happy... Even if its not with me... As of yet it's not with me but that doesn't... Read More
I know you're a nice guy, I can tell<3 It's just the majority of people nowadays seem so into themselves and willing to use people just to get what they want. It's hard for me to grasp that idea. And maybe that's just the more "mainstream" kind of preppy people I've noticed it in, but it's hard to really find confidence in a lot of people for me. I think you and I may be a lot alike personality wise.
Well I'm having surgery on April 4th... Hoping 3rd times a charm... I'd really like to not be in pain any more! Despite the pain I am extremely happy right now... Life is good! Doesn't matter what stresses there are, if you keep a positive attitude life will bring you great things!