In a very weird mood tonight... I'm not happy, not sad... Honestly don't feel at all... Could be Meds for my back fucking with me or maybe it's the realization that it doesn't matter how you feel... No one else will ever feel the same... Because they can't... They have their own feelings and perceptions on things... What is my purpose?! This question lingers deep...
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toxic:
Glad you had a good week! Feel better stat!
surreal______:
I hope you feel better soon! I'm glad you had a great weekend.
Why must my back cause me so much pain for actually trying to spend time with my boys?! Sigh... It's frustrating at times to feel like I can't do the things I want.... I know it's surgical pain holding me back and it's only been a little over a week but I want to be able to spend time with my boys without hurting damn...
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spliff:
I hope YOU have a good weekend. Sorry to hear about your back, it's the worst pain to deal with I think. Things will get better, it's a roller coaster so it has to get better at some point 
issue_:
you must be hurting a lot. 
i totally understand the pain thing. my back is all fucked up, i have massive problems because of my knee. Even though surgery healed it from dislocating, I still am quite limited. Oh well. Shit happens. Carry on.
i totally understand the pain thing. my back is all fucked up, i have massive problems because of my knee. Even though surgery healed it from dislocating, I still am quite limited. Oh well. Shit happens. Carry on.
Well I received a call that I can return to work. I am going to take the rest of today off and just relax my back and try to heal.
I sold two of my photos today. I am pretty excited that I am getting my business up and running. I am selling two pictures I took while in Seattle.
I get my boys tonight....
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I sold two of my photos today. I am pretty excited that I am getting my business up and running. I am selling two pictures I took while in Seattle.
I get my boys tonight....
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username63417:
Congratulations on selling the photos AND still having your job! Feel better soon, and enjoy the time with your boys. 
Feel better soon, and enjoy the time with your boys.
surreal______:
That's great news! I hope you're feeling better, and have fun with the boys!
So I am on probation from work... I pissed hot on a drug test because of my hydrocodone I take for my back and until I can provide the drug test company with a copy of my prescription tomorrow morning... We shall see... Hoping I don't lose my job! I swear shit just keeps getting worse and worse! Sigh... C'est la vie!
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username63417:
*Tennessee
jackrabbit_:
Oh sweets, I'm sorry. You do have a script, so I don't see why you'd lose your job. *hugs* <3
I lay in this bed alone... Which is nothing new... However.. I stare at the ceiling wishing this pain would go away... I know it will with time... The wait... The wait to be pain free... The wait to find that someone that will be there for me through my toughest of situations... It's funny how many people say they wish they couldn't be there...
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username63417:
I'm sorry you're feeling so down. I hope things get better soon! xoxo
surreal______:
Sorry you're feeling down, hope things get better soon! <3
Work yesterday killed me... My back is still hurting from it...
In other news... This is the 3rd night in a row I've woken up at 3 am on the dot... Not sure why...
In other news... This is the 3rd night in a row I've woken up at 3 am on the dot... Not sure why...
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username63417:
"What" and "why" depend on the things you have going on in your life. 3am is typically a time of influence.
kelpie_:
hahaha no I don't believe in ghosts. Just sounded like something like a ghost movie. 
Went in to work today... For 2 hours... Now I'm hurting... A lot... I need to not be so stubborn and try to push myself so hard...
I really need to stop letting my emotions control me... I need to stop being such a optimist and be more of a realist... I notice things but decide to not pay attention to them because I hope...
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I really need to stop letting my emotions control me... I need to stop being such a optimist and be more of a realist... I notice things but decide to not pay attention to them because I hope...
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username63417:
Take things slowly and feel better soon!
zombiebacon:
If you don't be careful, they'll have to put that hardware back in your back. Don't stress yourself to hard. Take time to heal.
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xenah:
be safe!
kelpie_:
Glad you are feeling okay! Give little Fin a kiss for me!
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jackrabbit_:
Good looking group of guys! I'm really glad the surgery went well love
henika:
Glad everything is ok! Have a gr8 weekend too!
Have a gr8 weekend too!
I promise you that you are loved and people are constantly thinking of you and sending good vibes your way!
Now would be a great time for that first kiss.... I'm sorry I'm so far away.
Chin up handsome!