6 beers later and no messages from anyone I am trying to talk to I resort to doing another blog... shits been the darkest its been in a long time... I have a garnishment on my checks for an old medical bill... 383 bucks every 2 weeks.... if its always darkest before the dawn I hope to God I get to see the light soon! I am working 3 jobs right now to try to get by and looking at getting a 4th job to try to pay my bills... please send prayers, good vibes, or whatever my way... I think about Ole' blue eyes song - that's life... where he says of its not better by July... I think I'm gonna die... its July and it keeps getting worse... running out of options here... c'est la vie...
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I'm sending tons of good vibes and positive thoughts your way and I really, really hope things get better soon. They can't get much worse, right. Hold on tight!