Hi everyone!
so sorry I've been lacking in the blog department.
anywho, things seem to be going pretty good, sure I still feel shitty about somethings I've done and people I've hurt recently but you can't make grilled cheese without cutting some cheese right?
I mean in the grand scheme of things I can't dwell on such things. other people shouldn't either. I'm a firm believer of 'it is what it is' which has worked out for me pretty well.
I am pretty stress free and things seem to work out in my favor a lot of the time. so I really have nothing to complain about.
the only thing I really ever seem to stress about is money, or the lack of. but right now I seem to be doing pretty good.
one thing that is very awkward for me is asking my boyfriend (who is living in my apartment) for money.
He asks me every now and then if he needs to pay for anything but I keep telling him no. although it would be nice.
I'm not saying he hasn't paid for anything he puts gas in my car sometimes and gave me $100 for, well, I don't know..... sex? lol ok probably not.
but I just feel weird having him give me money.
I guess I'm still insecure and feel like I need to make sure I can do this on my own just in case he decides he doesn't want to be with me anymore, since we are both technically still married to other people and his wife lives like 15mins away and he still sees her quite a bit.
any who enough of my stupid drama or whatever lol
I hope everyone is doing good I need to hang out with my peoples soon but I have a feeling it wont be until after the holidays. its always go go go this time of year
love y'all!
so sorry I've been lacking in the blog department.
anywho, things seem to be going pretty good, sure I still feel shitty about somethings I've done and people I've hurt recently but you can't make grilled cheese without cutting some cheese right?
I mean in the grand scheme of things I can't dwell on such things. other people shouldn't either. I'm a firm believer of 'it is what it is' which has worked out for me pretty well.
I am pretty stress free and things seem to work out in my favor a lot of the time. so I really have nothing to complain about.
the only thing I really ever seem to stress about is money, or the lack of. but right now I seem to be doing pretty good.
one thing that is very awkward for me is asking my boyfriend (who is living in my apartment) for money.
He asks me every now and then if he needs to pay for anything but I keep telling him no. although it would be nice.
I'm not saying he hasn't paid for anything he puts gas in my car sometimes and gave me $100 for, well, I don't know..... sex? lol ok probably not.
but I just feel weird having him give me money.
I guess I'm still insecure and feel like I need to make sure I can do this on my own just in case he decides he doesn't want to be with me anymore, since we are both technically still married to other people and his wife lives like 15mins away and he still sees her quite a bit.
any who enough of my stupid drama or whatever lol
I hope everyone is doing good I need to hang out with my peoples soon but I have a feeling it wont be until after the holidays. its always go go go this time of year
love y'all!
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scotchnseawater:
hang in there babe
aeon66:
Happy New Year. I think we all need more money. I would really like to have my own house but I guess I will just have to make due with the condo that I have. I figured out my retirement and if I get 8% on my investments then I will have 15 million by the time I'm 136. Its a good thing there is no mandatory retirement age where I work 