damn once again there's nothing really going on. butt there is this girl that kind of want to go out with. butt there's a big problem with that. she wants me to stop looking at porn. uhh no. she thinks porn is my life. which its not. so thats the only thing thats holding her back from going out with me. there's more to the story than just that. butt the good thing if i do go out with her...its an open relationship. yay! i dont wont to sound like a player or anything. im really not. it's just nice to have that option. you know. cause i really dont want a girlfriend right now. i just dont think im ready for one. i just remembered this...fear factory's new album is cumming out this month. yay! i cant wait to buy it. so i went to my internship this morning...its pretty boring. dont get me wrong i love it, and its what i want to do for a career. butt right now all i get to do is sit and watch. i hate that. i cant sit for along time. cause then i really antsy. its a different pace than i'm used to. butt oh-well. i'll get used to it, after awhile.
anyways, porn is a guy thing. a guy not into porn is abnormal!