babygirl

Happy new year everybody.

Now time has come for doubts.
I hate running after things i can't get in a little while. It happens to love, things, stuff, people, goals. I must learn what Patience means and takes, not only theoretically.
And it's time to boubt about future. I thought i already knew what i wanted, and i'm still, but life sometimes follows its own ways and tells you to prepare a Plan B. And my plan B is not ready or it is but i don't even know if i can realize it. It's so reasonable being insecure.

You are just like your mother, I'm just the same as the others / Do you believe everything they write in all those magazines? / Stay out of love until you're ready, stay out of it 'cause it scares you / You'll still find your love outside the public library.

Maybe it's just the begin of this year, there's a lot going on and a lot changing. Afte June, Nothing is gonna be the same, ever. Now, i'm not really arranging much, i'll discover somehow if I'll keep being lethargic or i'll shot a real shake to my state of mind. I don't want to wake up knowing I don't have a future.


xoxo