babybeezer

I need a haircut. Real bad. I think I'm going to chop it all off. Fresh start.

The air is ripe with possibilities right now. I'm at one of the biggest crossroads I think I've been at. I've made many of the decisions about which direction I'm going already, but a lot is hanging in the balance right now. I really wonder how my life will be in a few months. It will certainly be very very different than it is at the moment, that is certain. The broad strokes of what that will be like are there, but I am not certain of any of the details. I'm a little bit frightened. Sometimes I'm a lot bit frightened. I am heartbroken. I am rent with conflicting doubts. I am content. I am peaceful. I am worried. I am excited. I am afraid. I am hopeful. I am defiant. I am cautious. I am exhilirated. I am exhausted. And it's only the begining.

The time of transition is upon me.

I am a mess. A beautiful, smiling, messy mess.