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well. this so called vacation wasnt a vacation. i had to perty much think about the future. well i found out today im gonna be leaving in about a month in a half. im thinking of breaking up with my boyfriend. unless he is going to wait. if he is not its over. and thats just the way it goes. im not going to get...
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hello .... im bach from lovley hangtown. its now called placerville but i like calling it hangtown.the only fun part was the shopping. oh yea and seeing my nanna. me and her are so evil together its fun. she is 73 and has some bone marrow cancer. its bad. on top of that all she does allday is smoke.hehehe. i love her to death. all...
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so why is that drama seems to follow me around everywhere i go??but get this its just with my boyfriend...*sigh*.....dear god if all relatioships take this much energy im never gonna be in one again. this really sucs. well im leavin tomorrow to go to hangtown.. huhm cant wait. maybe ill get a new tat up there. life is one big fuckin ball of stress...
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well last night was awsome,i would go into details but u probly dont want me to so tomorrow i was supposed to go to a branding but we arent now i wanna go cowboys....cowboys...well actually all the cowboys i know are full pf themselves.eewwww i cant stamd pple like that. they make me sick i had this whole awsome thing to write out but it...
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hello....im about ot leave to go roping... ugh tonight ill be in pismo like around 1230. im gonna make porn. hehehe. so fun. the first of many to come. i only worked till 1215 today. muahaha. awsome. not much is goin on just that. i gotta go love you guyz

well hello. i finally got off early today soo happy. not horny off. off of work. ugh your minds in the gutter... although...j/k. so today was fast. my lil brother is at magic mountain. stupid ass. so this is what i dont understand. my guy wants to marry me. but if i go to basic he wont wait???am i over reacting or does that not...
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why are huys so damn hard headed?? my guy doesnt want me to go active, but i know its best for me. i dont know what to do im being pulled two different wayz. i love him to death but i need to get my life together. i dont want to depend on him my whole life. why doesnt he understand that??help anyone??

so im totally pissed. my plans had to change for tomorrow. i was supposed to go to the beach. but it turns out i have to go to parkfield. im staying the night in shandon. then tomorrow we gonna drive over there. uuggh. sooo pissed. i wanted to talk to jeanie about a corset. its ok next sunday for sure ill be there. i hate...
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So ive been thinking (wich is dangerous for me). this whole bi situation. i think ill give it a go. why not it may be fun. yes im a freak if thats what u think. but i love it. so ill be in pismo on sunday hangin out. i want to talk to jeannie about a corset. i want more. more more more. so i...
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why do people keep asking if im Bi. do i look bi. no offense to those who are, if someone asks me one more time im gonna say yea just for shits and giggles.
today wasnt bad. my mind was very active. im over my hatred for that person. just moving on. i realized i was attached to somthing wasnt good and not there.
i...
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