well. this so called vacation wasnt a vacation. i had to perty much think about the future. well i found out today im gonna be leaving in about a month in a half. im thinking of breaking up with my boyfriend. unless he is going to wait. if he is not its over. and thats just the way it goes. im not going to get married. i dont want to. im only 18 i still have years to be stupid. well ill put hte rest in comments.......c u soon 