baby_c

hey pple hum where do i start. ive been busy so i didnt write. social d. is playing tomorrow im excited. i have met alot of pple latley. an uncomfrotable amount.yeah and there all guys how annoying. im moving again. ughh. with my friend. i fell so bad he likes alot. but i like someone else. im starting to see him more as a friend though. im very sore. i went to a modeling convention thingy. they suc i have to get in shape so they said. so im sore. but through all that i got a new poem:

what kind of thing is love
its seems so much like pain
it never touched me never touched you
never knew how to or wished to or tried to
thats why you arent with me
because we never even met
and in all the time we lost
eah one of us lived his part
but each one always apart
because you cant extinguish
what has never been ignited
because you cant restore back to health
something that has never een languished
because youd never understand
my weariness my manias
because to you itd be just the same
if i fell into the abyss this love you scorned so long
because you never even looked for me
where i wouldnt be anyway
nor would you have l;oved me
thats why your not with me
and im not with you!