fuck that is all i can think of. god i hate this. relationships suck. well this one does. why is there always one guy that pulls me away from the onw im with. i cant. not that i dont want to. i just feel like i really do love this guy and that he loves me. but he is controlling. maen at times. and so fucking jealous. i dont know what to do. this other guy has a house a boat. a cute dog. a new truck. god. why compare this way. its wrong. but he is soo hott. i love my guy though. and its so hard to sit there and tell him no. beacause i know he will treat me so much better. it drives me insaine. i would have anything i want. anything. i dont have to tell him where im goin who im with what im doing.i can be my own person. god i dont know what to do. i pisses me off.fuck this its fuckin stupid. bye 
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