babashanti

My official release date is Nov 12 (fast approaching). With less than 2 months to go it's impossible to stop thinking about it all the time. It's so close now it's unbelievable. I don't think it's possible to imagine the mix of emotions that i will be experiencing in 7 weeks.. i have been so nonchalant about it so far but i wonder if it's going to hit me all of a sudden.

I'm not sure what to expect when i get out as my 2 best friends have passed away since i have been in jail and my other best friend is moving to New York next week, so i'm not only going to be freaking about my new life but doing it without any of the usual friends that i have around me.

Still before i went to jail i spent about 4 years roaming the world.. so i'm accustomed to being a stranger in a strange land, just this time i'm a stranger in my home town (if that makes sense).

i will just have to see how it goes..