warning - i'm having a rough day
(probably shouldn't blog)
I am so pissed at the Australian Department of Corrective Services (just the name is an insult), CORRECTIVE?? I don't really feel as if i needed correcting.. and even if i did all they have done is try and destroy my soul and extinguish my love for life. I have been resisting for so long, i'm exhausted, it's so hard to see all the beauty when your constantly bombarded with crap. It is a black hole and i think some days i'm getting too deep and can no longer see the light.. (wow that sounds more depressing than i meant to).
I'm just pissed, and wanna scream FUCK YOU at these mutha F@#kers.. i know i screwed up but when is enough enough?
Thats enough complaining and it would take far too long to explain the details of my torment.. besides being angry is boring anyway.
On another subject i'm changing my web name/ alias, i think it's probably blasphemous (apologies to Shiva, Kali and our other Hindu friends). Also i really want to add some new photos, just so friends here can maybe see a little of my life, if they feel like it (i should be able to this weekend).
Sorry 'bout earlier complaints, really i'd rather talk of sweetness and light, you know all the things that have made my life as amazing as it is.. friends, lovers, places and times of awe, beauty and wonder. African sunsets, scuba under the red sea, bass bins at dawn, riding deep powder snow in the Andes and of course making LOVE anywhere
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i'll save it till next time
ciao
![mad](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/mad.73f291fbf3b2.gif)
I am so pissed at the Australian Department of Corrective Services (just the name is an insult), CORRECTIVE?? I don't really feel as if i needed correcting.. and even if i did all they have done is try and destroy my soul and extinguish my love for life. I have been resisting for so long, i'm exhausted, it's so hard to see all the beauty when your constantly bombarded with crap. It is a black hole and i think some days i'm getting too deep and can no longer see the light.. (wow that sounds more depressing than i meant to).
I'm just pissed, and wanna scream FUCK YOU at these mutha F@#kers.. i know i screwed up but when is enough enough?
Thats enough complaining and it would take far too long to explain the details of my torment.. besides being angry is boring anyway.
On another subject i'm changing my web name/ alias, i think it's probably blasphemous (apologies to Shiva, Kali and our other Hindu friends). Also i really want to add some new photos, just so friends here can maybe see a little of my life, if they feel like it (i should be able to this weekend).
Sorry 'bout earlier complaints, really i'd rather talk of sweetness and light, you know all the things that have made my life as amazing as it is.. friends, lovers, places and times of awe, beauty and wonder. African sunsets, scuba under the red sea, bass bins at dawn, riding deep powder snow in the Andes and of course making LOVE anywhere
![love](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/love.3be5004ff150.gif)
i'll save it till next time
ciao
franpire:
Let it out man....we can take it
![wink](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/wink.6a5555b139e7.gif)