I have decided to start painting again. I have missed it quite a bit. Ever since I got caught up in the whole design world, I stopped. Such a mistake.
I have made alot of mistakes in my life; some I wish I could take back but I can't. So do I have regrets? Oh course, we all do, even if we care to say...
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I have made alot of mistakes in my life; some I wish I could take back but I can't. So do I have regrets? Oh course, we all do, even if we care to say...
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I have been searching for my meaning to life.
My father is eligible for parole soon. I want Autumn and I to have more time and affection. I don't like being broke. I left the only friends I knew. Were they really my friends? I miss my parents or the idea of them. Will autumn be safe if my dad does get out? Will I...
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My father is eligible for parole soon. I want Autumn and I to have more time and affection. I don't like being broke. I left the only friends I knew. Were they really my friends? I miss my parents or the idea of them. Will autumn be safe if my dad does get out? Will I...
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wildorchid:
I'm sure that you have the inner strength to face your destiny. You already know what you need to do and that's half the battle. 
I hate finding out about things. I would much rather someone tell me what is really going on.
amitabha:
what happened?
Ok, its sad to say but there are alot of people that I just don't like that live in Memphis. They bug me, they drain the life out of everything they touch. I can't personally stand it or them for that matter.
The reason I'm on such a rant. The person I despise the most out of the crew I used to be close to...
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The reason I'm on such a rant. The person I despise the most out of the crew I used to be close to...
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amitabha:
do you realize how awesome it is that you feel the way you feel now? Isn't it great to actually be able to say you're really happy?
I feel the same way.
I feel the same way.
So I have one my best friends the biggest favor of all time. And he said yes. I all I have to say is Thank you.
I never wanted to realize what my future held but now that I am face to face with it, it pisses me off. I mean seriously I have everything I need to be happy. but I can't be because...
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I never wanted to realize what my future held but now that I am face to face with it, it pisses me off. I mean seriously I have everything I need to be happy. but I can't be because...
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amitabha:
man, you have nothing to worry about. for real.
I don't think I will be going back to Memphis. Ever. I'd much rather help to pay for family and friends to come out here to visit. 
amitabha:
haha. good call.
So I have been looking into buying tickets for Autumn and I to go back to Memphis sometime in January. Sucks because I could think of a 100 things I could do with the $800 that we will wind up spending on the trip.
Oh well, its my family, my parents won't be around forever. So I need to spend time with them. I'm just...
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Oh well, its my family, my parents won't be around forever. So I need to spend time with them. I'm just...
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wildorchid:
Money comes hard and goes so easily huh?
Oh I knew that Costa Rica was going to win but I just wanted to hold on to hope even if it was just a thread.
Oh I knew that Costa Rica was going to win but I just wanted to hold on to hope even if it was just a thread.
Everything is falling into pplace better than i could have ever hoped for. I don't like to really brag about my good fortune. But, all I have to say is my dreams are coming true one day at a time.
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San Frandisco
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San Frandisco
wildorchid:
Well that sounds great. I don't think you're bragging........ it's great to hear good news for a change and to remember that not everything in the world is going to pieces.
So I have one week til I'm done with waiting tables. Thank Gawd. 
