Life isn't easy nor is it hard, but when you fall in love with someone and you can't be with that person then life becomes hard. I just want to disappear from everyone so I can figure out exactly how to move forward, but I've made a promise to this person I'm in love with that I wouldn't disappear on her because she is my best friend. We can't help who we fall in love with and I fell hard for this person. It's killing me everyday not being with her. I'm starting to feel like I shouldn't stay in love with her, but every time we talk I always get butterflies and knots in my stomach. Maybe I should just move on knowing we can't be together, but I don't know if I'll find another person like her that makes me this happy.
heartsandfarts:
Best friends, love, and promises are sometimes only once in a lifetime.
b4m4b0y23:
I absolutely agree with that