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So, my life has been a whirlwind of crazy shit in the last month. I totaled my car (my baby) and got myself a new car 3 weeks later. I have opened up to a man who I believe could be my "savior," someone to help me through the shit I've put myself through. Someone who will stand next to me, not infront of...
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irishlad_:
glad things are looking up for you smile
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I want to fall in-love. I would like to find my prince. I miss the butterflies, and the cuddling, and the kissing. I miss being touched, being appreciated and being told I'm beautiful. I don't want a fuck buddy, I don't want a stalker, I want someone to call my bestfriend and lover.

I need to get out of this town to...
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b3autifulm3ss:
Thank you all! I love the positive reinforcements!
takoda:
I wish I could find a girl who want's that, finding a princess.. but all I get is hood rats and people who want to use me.

Patients is the biggest key, good luck in finding what you want and need. smile
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My life is such a mess right now. 2 days ago, I totaled my car from a freak accident that wasn't my fault. There was a big tree branch in the middle of the highway that blew in from the heavy winds that we've been having. I hit the branch, lost control of my car, my hood came up and smashed my windshield...
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I must say, I am pretty awesome. I've been working out as much as I can, icing my legs because of the crazy intense runs I put myself through, but is totally worth it. I've decided to go back to school, finish it out (1 year left!) and hopefully get myself a nice job in my career field, or go onto graduate school...
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slave2thegrind:
Congrats about school and good job on the workouts smile I don't get people that go to work out and don't push while they are there, I kill it everyday at the gym, while the business man next to me putts along as if its going to happen on its own.... Its all about the effort put in now that pays out later!.It just might not be as soon as we want sometimes!
putneydope:
I love your attitude!
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So, I'm kind of in a rut. It feels like I do the same thing every day. I mean, I don't, but it feels like it. I work out, or don't, watch TV, go to work, and that's about it. I can't really go out too much because 1) I quit drinking, 2) No friends here in this rinky dink...
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So, as an update to my fellow SG followers:

PT test went horribly wrong. The weather did suck (winds at like 20 mph) but other than that, it was just a big mistake. I missed my sit-ups by 5, and the last event is the run, so I didn't push myself as hard as I should've. This was on Saturday, today is now...
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slave2thegrind:
Good luck on your next one. I fucking hate running, i'm over it! Love your "about me"
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So I'm thinking about chopping my hair off into a bob again. Any ideas? I want to be able to spend less on shampoo and conditioner, so I thought it would be a great idea.

Give me some inputs though, I am always up for new ideas.

Oh, on a side note, I got a job here in Huntington. It's always good to...
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b3autifulm3ss:
Not a problem, thanks for accepting!

I'm actually not going to cut my hair though, lol. I'm going to let it grow out more until I get really sick of it then chop it off!!
jsmass:
Haha...i though I was cheap smile you still have to wash your scalp with a shaved head, not as much shampoo and conditioner needed though smile
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Had a horrible work out tonight. Heading to the gym, my head was starting to pound and I ended up stopping my work out because my migraine made it unbearable. I have to tip toe just to make sure my head doesn't rattle.. Either way, I'm still on my road to health and happiness.

Even though It's still a rough time trying...
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guitarpicker:
Best of luck to you gorgeous! I'm sure you'll do great! Stick to it!
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I'm sick of feeling overweight, I'm sick of not eating right and not wanting to, I'm sick of not fitting into my clothes, not having any energy to do anything, being out of breath after just running a quarter mile. I'm sick of having a pouch, I'm sick of weighing myself and never liking the number. I hate how long...
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tinkergaloot:
If it important to you, you will find a way. Maybe you have to remember a time in your life before the military and think about going back to that. You know, all the high school friends at the bar partying, the late night house parties. Well guess what, Those days are over. Weather they were good to you or bad, they are done and no matter what you can't relive them. You made a choice to go into the military and I bet it was damn hard to do it. But you made it then. Dig deep, find that light inside again and do it!!!

Also, lay off the shity food. It only makes you feel tired and sluggish. That is why you can't lose the weight. Eat healthy, high energy foods and train your ass off. You will feel good about yourself again smile

Take care
Tinker
b3autifulm3ss:
Thank you so much. I really appreciate the brutal reality check. I guess I won't be able to go back to who I used to be, but I will become a better me.

smile
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So I am finally home for good and it's a little bittersweet. I miss everyone I worked with for a month and a half. I will miss them until I see them again. I need to pass my pt test as soon as I can, but shin splints kind of make that impossible to train. I absolutely hate the pain while I'm trying...
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You know what I've learned in the past month and a half whilst gone from home?

1. If you like a guy enough, all the others will look like a blur.

2. Me and Jager will never get along..

3. I might drink too much and drive drunk.. too much.

4. I miss my family more than words can imagine, and I never thought...
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willy81:
Where's the like button?
b3autifulm3ss:
Thanks!