"Nothing I eat has any taste. This has been such a strange time. I wonder, if I was there now, how would things be different.
Isn't there a big bridge with statues on it? I seem to remember that from history class.
Jane and some guy kissing on the bridge... in public.
No, it's Jane and some Czech writer. Image kills me.
Just great. This is so frustrating because I'm terrible at conflict. I hate it.
And if I'd imagined the problem while falling asleep one night... I don't think I would have spoken up to you.
Even in my fantasy life I would have accepted it. That's who I am.
But today I have to go. I have to.
And when I tell people about this in the future, I know that -
it'll be the time that I went.
And I know that when I review this whole episode in my head... I'm not gonna know what I did or why I did it.
But it'll make a good story of my young adult life. You know, the time I chose to go.
I'll look back on it and I won't believe that I actually went, you know. I went away.
So let me go. I have to. Just... just let me go."
Hope you're well