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Start with the happy:

Had a family wedding last night. It was a pretty usual affair for Chinese weddings, which is to say it was fucking insane. Certainly too much for me to have at my own wedding when that finally happens, unless the wife is completely gung ho for it or something. Anyway, despite the insanity, it's always a ton of fun, and a ridiculous amount of food, something like 10 courses.

So let's take a quick tour of my family:

My much better looking family and myself


My sister and I being dorks


My aunt and uncle


and some of the women aside from my folks who had a pretty big hand in raising me


Funny thing about pictures for me is I never want to take them, but then in retrospect I always wish I took more.

So anyway, tomorrow morning was when I was initially going to take my private trip away from the world to sort my life out, at which time my folks would have been told about my getting kicked college before the first day. If you read my blog from a few weeks ago you know it's not something I'm looking forward to, I would say I'm looking forward to hurting my family by taking this sudden vanish from the world about as much as I would look forward to having my film making idols each kick me in the balls and tell me I'm worth shit. Which thankfully hasn't happened yet. Mostly cause they have no idea who I am.

Anyway, good or bad it was supposed to finally happen, but then it turns out my mom's birthday is Sunday, a day I planned to still be gone. Now I can understand a lot of people thinking, "So what?" But you know, as much as my mom might drive me fucking insane, I do love her like hell, and considering the shit I put her through, not to mention how much my going to college means for her, I can't do this her birthday week. Especially not with plans already set in motion to celebrate with her. I love her too much to do that to her, and if it means getting fucked up the ass harder at a later date, then so be it.

Change of subject:
Since finding out I wasn't going to school anymore, I obviously decided not to quit my job. I mean, why would I? My boss is generally speaking okay, and I like the people I work with a lot, plus it's pretty easy money... minimum wage money, but money none the less.

Set up for the scenario, my boss is my friend's uncle. This is my friend who got me the job in the first place. Now no one in the warehouse knows they're related, I imagine everyone would get all up in arms if they knew. Well a few months ago I had gone to my friend's 21st birthday thing, and met his family for the first time. Now in the general course of conversation I talked about what his mom was like and how his family is kooky and awesome to the guy I work with. That was it, my boss was not at this party, I never mentioned him, I talked about his wacky mom and grandma, and my friend knows this, hell, he joins in telling us how wacky they are.

And we're back:
So I get a text saturday morning saying my boss has issues with me. What the fuck does that mean, he has issues with me? Well apparently at some point when I was gone he overheard someone say something like, "Yeah, Andrew said Marc's mom is pretty crazy." And he apparently lost his mind, thinking I'm wandering around the warehouse dropping hints that they're related and I'm just spending all my time planning my friend and fucking bosses downfall.

Are you fucking kidding me? I have spent the past several months there proving that I was honest and not someone who would benefit off the misfortune of others. Hell, my first paycheck, I was accidentally paid for an extra hour and I walked right up to him and told him I was paid too much. Thats the person I am at work, and now, when I'm not there to defend myself against charges from NO ONE, he's gonna start calling me a snake and saying I can no longer be trusted?

Listen you short miserable pathetic little fuck. I may have issues with how you run some things at work, but I have always treated and approached you with respect. And yet you're gonna stand there, call me a snake and question my decency as a human being? Tell you what, take some advice from your homophobic self, and go fuck yourself.
I certainly don't need a minimum wage warehouse job that badly.

Okay, so shit got kinda heavy, so lets post something nice to end on. I saw this somewhere, and I find it to be the most adorable thing ever. I get you man, you don't even know why you're as excited as you are but damn do you feel good.