Friday Oct 19, 2007

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So I dreamed about the ex addiction last night....weird...I feel even weirder...Still happy and still relieved though!

Will be spending my weekend painting and reading, some well needed R & R.
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makeyourself:
Don't do both at the same time wink
saffa:
sounds like a good weekend biggrin

Thursday Oct 11, 2007

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You're my spirit

Your spirit wanders through me effortlessly
It touches my effigy
A glint of light on shattered glass
Surrounded by darkness
That is what you are to my brittle sense of bliss
I glance at the broken chalice
Of your lost affection
I long to heal your dissatisfaction
Speak love into your bleeding mouth
The mouth that blasphemes at love itself
I long...
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makeyourself:
And it's all chemicals causing it...! kiss
makeyourself:
Heh... just heard this:
"A wise man never contradicts a woman... he waits until she do it to herself..." wink

Made me think of you blackeyed
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Tuesday Oct 09, 2007

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The Chase

Your syrapy voice enters the soft velvety air that separates our bodies
Your kind eyes stare deep into my glance
My brittle faith clings to your affection with the stubborn will
Of a blackjack embedded into the woven fabric of my avoidance
Inside the chalice that holds the waters of concealed wisdom
Lies the knowledge that you are not the kind of man...
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saffa:
hehe thanks.......i think tongue
i recon its the mouth and chin whatever
well its his loss, the dumb ass mad
makeyourself:
With the chance of ruining for you...


I will not take credit away from geniuses... I'm far to sophisticated for that biggrin
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Tuesday Oct 09, 2007

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Living in shadows

You promissed me your world
All you me gave me was your living hell
With fleeting moments of paradise
I now reside in the shadow of your absence
Colder than the bitterness of your winter
And darker than the emptiness of space
You disappeared without a trace
Left me to wander in the immense loneliness of my own space
And still I...
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Wednesday Sep 26, 2007

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Scar

The battle ends here

A white flag you gave me
The one I held up high
I begged you to leave me
But that was a lie
The moment I surrendered
You turned away, why?

Your voice left scars invisible to the eye
I can feel them pulling at the remnants of my pride
Bleeding with memories that have no place to hide
Your...
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makeyourself:
Man you're really come back with a vengeance huh shocked ?
You're posting so much I wish I didn't have a job wink
No matter what, you have a way of expressing yourself that makes me shame on the way I kinda chop my way through English blackeyed
Have you made any paintings that fit those words, I think they scream for visualisation!!!?

If you want to, you can see the latest of my work, check here:here
Stunt and Safety coordinator... that's my title on that project wink

Any plans on the upcoming season?
kiss
heisszeit:
feelings of love mixed up with feelings of being addicted is horrible.

i hope your heart will get along with your mind soon.

xoxo

Wednesday Sep 26, 2007

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Proximity without intimacy

And so the dance commences
You are surprise to all my defenses
As you step closer I step back
As I step closer you step back

We encircle each other yet never touch
Eyes locked on one another
The silence screams too much
So you reach for me and I take your hand
My will buckles beneath me, I struggle to stand...
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Friday Sep 21, 2007

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It's the little things that thrill

You dance inside my consciousness
Never felt temptation like this
You are my forbidden fruit
You leave me lying here mute
Watching you spread my thighs
As you avoid looking into my eyes
Then you're inside me
naked and unkind
And I am just doing this to unwind
You push yourself into me
That slow intense rhythm that is...
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heisszeit:
then, dear, come to switzerland... we're always looking for people at company

i'm sure we can do something
makeyourself:
Wow.. you are talented girl! biggrin
That's some really good reading... ever considered taking it to the next step?
"I am an epiphany"... haha I like that, isn't that just a cool thing to say wink

I've been busy working and living... and wondering when the next Azzura update was coming! biggrin

Thursday Mar 08, 2007

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Normalcy = mediocrity
Current mood: bouncy

"For it is important that awake people be awake...the signals we give--yes or no, or maybe--should be clear: The darkness around us is deep." -- William Stafford

I dislike ambiguity in people. If one is not specific then the universe dishes up havoc at ones table!

Mmmm....darkness is deep, so true! We all live in the dark blanketed world...
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kmonk:
fucking A! To hell with the societal expectations and desires that keep us shackled just long enough to prevent us from ever being truly free.
heisszeit:
still i do miss you

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Wednesday Mar 07, 2007

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"When I was 26, I didn't know who I was. And at 36, I didn't know who I was. Now I do. I think that's what being authentic is--when you finally know you." -- Jamie Lee Curtis

I have moments when I lose the plot and I forget myself, just came out of a couple of these situations but feeling a whole lot better now....
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visara:
Which ice rink do you girls go to? I suck at skating ... my man used to play ice hockey ... he is a bit big for skating right now wink

It's just natural for parents to try and set you up ... ignore it!

Hugs xxx kiss kiss
saffa:
yeh im feeling much better thanks hun kiss
hence the emo post on myspazz the other day puke
which i have not got to thank you for your reply to it blush so thanks kiss
yeh been on your ace can be fun wink and its quite good for you, gives you time to
think etc ooo aaa

Tuesday Mar 06, 2007

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"When dealing with people, let us remember we are not dealing with creatures of logic. We are dealing with creatures of emotion, creatures bristling with prejudices and motivated by pride and vanity." - Dale Carnegie

So true!!!!! Had to force myself to be a real bitch to someone last night. I tried to get him to leave me alone in an impersonal manner, didn't work...
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saffa:
well if he deseved it then dont feel bad, he had it coming mad
i think you should lock yourself in a box and stay away from all these horrid boys tongue
church123:
Yeah, good point.
I wouldn't want AIDS either, I hear it's contagious
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