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I have been absent from this site for a while, I have had a lot of shit to deal with and just needed time to centre myself again. I'm back now anyway, I broke up with the guy I was so in love with, I still have feelings for him but he has way too much baggage and he took out his stress on me and I won't stand for that. I have decided to resolve all my issues with my previous boyfriend, I am going to call him just now, I need to get some closure. It's nerve wrecking as I haven't spoken to him since the day we broke up two years ago. It has to be done though if I want to be able to have a future with any man. The transfer of my house should be going through in two weeks and then the renovation begins which is at least something I have to take my mind off all the other drama in my life. I feel so grown up right now which I suppose is a good thing but it feels yuck at the moment. Anyway going on a date tonight with a french guy I met on Saturday, communication is going to be a problem but he's wining and dining me which is what I need right now.