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Hi all

Been busy, busy, busy at work. I am about to start selling on a new publication which is a little scary as it is a hard sell but I am sure that if I work my ass off I will hit my targets, is it normal to doubt yourself everytime you try something new?

I am really enjoying this site, I love the whole journal aspect of it as you have a blank canvass to fully express yourself with and you also get a real feel of who other people on the site are. I think it's a very clever approach to internet dating. Besides the internet dating aspect it serves as a chronicle of your existence, a database full of your thoughts, desires, weird and totally wacky ideas.

I am considering gatting my nipple pierced again, a bit scared of the pain as scar tissue is a bitch to pierce through and it fucken hurts like a dog! I know this because I had my lip pierced through the same spot twice, the second time was alot worse because I wasn't expecting it to be sore and it really hurt! OK I am a baby when it comes to the anticipation of pain, but while I am in pain I take it like a man, besides after you have had your boobs done suddenly the pain you experience while you're being pierced or tattooed seems almost irrellevant. I hate anticipation, it drives me nuts, ok except when it's in the form of sexual tension, I love sexual tension!

Anyway that's all I have to say for now.

Bye bye